London Pride, Or, When the World Was YoungerBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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London Pride, Or, When the World Was Younger
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
He tried to draw her to his breast; but she held him off with
outstretched arm, and even in the tumult of his passion the knowledge
of her helplessness and his natural shame at his own treachery kept him
in check.
“Angela, call me villain if you will, but give me a fair hearing.
Dearest, the joy or sorrow of two lives lies in your choice to-night.
If you will trust me, and go with me, I swear I will make you happy. If
you are stubborn to refuse—well, sweetheart, you will but send a man to
the devil who is not wholly bad, and who, with you for his guardian
angel, might find the way to heaven.”
“And begin the journey by a sin these lips dare not name. Oh, Fareham,”
she said, growing suddenly calm and grave, and with something of that
tender maternal manner with which she had soothed and controlled him
while he had but half his wits, and when she feared he might be lying
on his death-bed, “I would rather believe you a madman than a villain;
and, indeed, all that you have done to-night is the work of a madman,
who follows his own wild fancy without power to reason on what he does.
Surely, sir, you know me too well to believe that I would let love—were
it the blindest, most absorbing passion woman ever felt—lead me into
sin so base as that you would urge. The vilest wanton at Whitehall
would shrink from stealing a sister’s husband.”
“There would be no theft. Your sister flings me to you as a dog drops
the bone he has picked dry. She had me when I was young, and a
soldier—with some reflected glory about me from the hero I followed—and
rich and happy. She leaves me old and haggard, without aim or hope,
save to win her I worship. Shall I tell you when I began to love you,
my angel?”
“No, no; I will listen to no more raving. Thank God, there is the
daylight!” as the cold wan dawn flickered across the room. “Will you
let me beat my hands against this door till they bleed?”
“Thou shalt not harm the loveliest hands on earth,” seizing them both
in his own. “Ah, sweet, I began to love thee before ever I rose from
that bed of horror where I had been left to perish. I loved thee in my
unreason, and my love strengthened with each hour of returning sense.
Our journey, I so weak, and sick, and helpless—was a ride through
Paradise. I would have had it last a year; would have suffered sickness
and pain, aching limbs and parched lips, only to feel the light touch
of this dear hand upon my brow ’twixt sleep and waking; only to look up
as I awoke, and see those sweet eyes looking down at me. Ah, dearest,
my heart arose from among the dead, and came out of the tomb of all
human affections to greet thee. Till I knew you I knew not the meaning
of love. And if you are stubborn, and will not come with me to that new
world, where we may be so happy, why, then I must go down to my grave a
despairing wretch that never knew a woman’s love.”
“My sister—your wife?”
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