Captain Tom knocks out his pipe on the heel of his boot, his eyes still
on the lights of the steamer. "Well," says Tom, "they can still do it.
They don't want any help old Tom could give aboard her. A good man
there. Where's she bound for, I wonder?"
Now who could tell him that? What a question to ask me. Did Tom ever
know his real destination? Not he! And have I not watched Dockland
itself in movement under the sun, easily mobile, from my window in its
midst? Whither was it bound? Why should the old master mariner expect
the young to answer that? He is a lucky navigator who always finds his
sky quite clear, and can set his course by the signs of unclouded
heavenly bodies, and so is sure of the port to which his steering will
take him.
IV. The Heart's Desire.
If the evening was one of those which seem longer than usual but still
have far to go, it was once a custom in Millwall to find a pair of
boots of which it could be claimed that it was time they were mended,
and to carry the artful parcel around to Mr. Pascoe. His cobbler's
shop was in a street that had the look of having retired from the hurry
and press of London, aged, dispirited, and indifferent even to its
defeat, and of waiting vacantly for what must come to elderly and
shabby despondence. Each grey house in the street was distinguished
but by its number and the ornament which showed between the muslin
curtains of its parlour window. The home of the Jones's had a
geranium, and so was different from one neighbour with a ship's model
in gypsum, and from the other whose sign was a faded photograph askew
in its frame. On warm evenings some of the women would be sitting on
their doorsteps, watching with dull faces their children at play, as if
experience had told them more than they wanted to know, but that they
had nothing to say about it. Beyond this street there was emptiness.
It ended, literally, on a blind wall. It was easy for a wayfarer to
feel in that street that its life was caught. It was secluded from the
main stream, and its children were a lively yet merely revolving eddy.
They could not get out. When I first visited Mr. Pascoe, as there was
no window ornament to distinguish his place from the others, and his
number was missing, I made a mistake, and went next door. Through a
hole drilled in that wrong door a length of cord was pendant, with a
greasy knot at its end. Underneath the knot was chalked "Pull." I
pulled. The door opened on a mass of enclosed night. From the street
it was hard to see what was there, so I went inside. What was there
might have been a cavern--narrow, obscure, and dangerous with dim
obstructions. Some of the shadows were darker than others, because the
cave ended, far-off, on a port-light, a small square of day framed in
black. Empty space was luminous beyond that cave. Becoming used to
the gloom I saw chains and cordage hanging from the unseen roof. What
was faintly like the prow of a boat shaped near.
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