I was as surprised as though one of his dim bottles in the shadows had
suddenly glowed before my eyes, become magical with moving opalescence.
What right had old Pascoe to be staring like that to the land and
romance of the Toltecs? I had been under the impression that he read
nothing but the Bible and _Progress and Poverty_. There was a
biography of Bradlaugh, too, which he would quote copiously, and his
spectacles used fairly to scintillate over that, and his yellow face to
acquire a new set of cunning and ironic puckers; for I believe he
thought, when he quoted Bradlaugh--whose name was nearly all I knew of
that famous man--that he was becoming extremely modern, and a little
too strong for my conventional and sensitive mind. But here he was,
telling of Incas, Aztecs, and Toltecs, of buried cities, of forgotten
treasures, though mainly of the mind, of Montezuma, of the quetzal
bird, and of the vanished splendour of nations that are now but a few
weathered stones. It was the forlorn stones, lost in an uninhabited
wilderness, to which he constantly returned. A brother of his, who had
been there, perhaps had dropped a word once into Pascoe's ear while his
accustomed weapon was uplifted over a dock-labourer's boot-heel, and
this was what that word had done. Pascoe, with a sort of symbolic
gesture, rose from his bobbing foot before me, tore the shoe from it,
flung it contemptuously on the floor, and approached me with a
flamboyant hammer.
And that evening I feared for a moment that Pascoe was spoiled for me.
He had admitted me to a close view of some secret treasured charms of
his memory, and believing that I was not uninterested, now, of course,
he would be always displaying, for the ease of his soul, supposing we
had a fellowship and a bond, his fascinating quetzals and Toltecs. Yet
I never heard any more about them. There was another subject though,
quite homely, seeing where we both lived, and equally absorbing for us
both. He knew our local history, as far as our ships and house-flags
were concerned, from John Company's fleet to the _Macquarie_. He knew,
by reputation, many of our contemporary master mariners. He knew, and
how he had learned it was as great a wonder as though he spoke Chinese,
a fair measure of naval architecture. He could discuss ships' models
as some men would Greek drama. He would enter into the comparative
merits of rig suitable for small cruising craft with a particularity
which, now and then, gave me a feeling almost akin to alarm; because in
a man of Pascoe's years this fond insistence on the best furniture for
one's own little ship went beyond fair interest, and became the
day-dreaming of romantic and rebellious youth. At that point he was
beyond my depth. I had forgotten long ago, though but half Pascoe's
age, what my ship was to be like, when I got her at last. Knowing she
would never be seen at her moorings, I had, in a manner of speaking,
posted her as a missing ship.
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