He went into the office, got a cigar, and lighted it moodily. He glanced at
the bottles ranged upon the shelves behind the bar, drew in his breath for
speech, let it go in a sigh, and walked out. He knew perfectly well what
Val had meant. She had deliberately thrown him back upon his own strength.
He had fallen by himself, he must pick himself up; and she would stand
back and watch the struggle, and judge him according to his failure or his
success. He had a dim sense that it was a dangerous experiment.
He looked for Kent, found him just as he was mounting at the stables, and
let him go almost without a word. After all, no one could help him. He
stood there smoking after Kent had gone, and when his cigar was finished he
wandered back to the hotel. As was always the case after hard drinking, he
had a splitting headache. He got a room as close to Val's as he could,
shut himself into it, and gave himself up to his headache and to gloomy
meditation. All day he lay upon the bed, and part of the time he slept. At
supper time he rapped upon Val's door, got no answer, and went down alone,
to find her in the dining room. There was an empty chair beside her, and he
took it as his right. She talked a little--about the fire and the damage it
had done. She said she was worried because she had forgotten to bring the
cat, and what would it find to eat out there?
“Everything's burned perfectly black for miles and miles, you know,” she
reminded him.
They left the room together, and he followed her upstairs and to her door.
This time she did not shut him out, and he went in and sat down by the
window, and looked out upon the meager little street. Never, in the years
he had known her, had she been so far from him. He watched her covertly
while she searched for something in her suit case.
“I'm afraid I didn't bring enough clothes to last more than a day or two,”
she remarked. “I couldn't seem to think of anything that night. Arline did
most of the packing for me. I'm afraid I misjudged that woman, Manley;
there's a good deal to her, after all. But she _is_ funny.”
“Val, I want to tell you I'm going to--to be different. I've been a beast,
but I'm going to--” So much he had rushed out before she could freeze him
to silence again.
“I hope so,” she cut in, as he hesitated, “That is something you must judge
for yourself, and do by yourself. Do you think you will be able to get a
team tomorrow?”
“Oh--to hell with a team!” Manley exploded.
Val dropped her hairbrush upon the floor. “Manley Fleetwood! Has it come
to that, also? Isn't it enough to--” She choked. “Manley, you can be a--a
drunken sot, if you choose--I've no power to prevent you; but you shall
not swear in my presence. I thought you had some of the instincts of a
gentleman, but--” She set her teeth hard together. She was white around the
mouth, and her whole, slim body was aquiver with outraged dignity.
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