He was drifting into a dreamy wonder that all women with yellow-brown hair
should not be given yellow-brown eyes also, and to wishing vaguely that it
might be his luck to meet one some time--one who was not married--when she
looked down at him quite unexpectedly. He was startled, and half ashamed,
and afraid that she might not like what he, had been thinking.
She was staring straight into his eyes, and he knew that she was thinking
of something that affected her a good deal.
“Unless it's a calamity to discover that the world is--what it is, and
people in it are--what they are, and that you have been a blind idiot. Is
that a calamity, Mr. Cowboy? Or is it a blessing? I've been wondering.”
Kent discovered, when he started to speak, that he had run short of breath.
“I reckon that depends on how the discovery pans out,” he ventured, after
a moment. He was not looking at her then. For some reason, unexplained to
himself, he felt that it wasn't right for him to look at her; nor wise; nor
quite pleasant in its effect. He did not know exactly what she meant, but
he knew very well that she meant something more than to make conversation.
“That,” she said, and gave a little sigh--“that takes so long--don't
you know? The panning out, as you call it. It's hard to see things very
clearly, and to make a decision that you know is going to stand the test,
and then--just sit down and fold your hands, because some sordid, petty
little reason absolutely prevents your doing anything. I hate waiting
for anything. Don't you? When I want to do a thing, I want to do it
immediately. These sweet-peas--now I've fixed the trellis for them to climb
upon, I resent it because they don't take hold right now. Nasty little
things--two inches high, when they should be two yards, and all covered
with beautiful blossoms.”
[Illustration: “Little woman, listen here,” he said. “You're playing hard
luck, and I know it”]
“Not the last of April,” he qualified. “Give 'em a fair chance, can't you?
They'll make it, all right; things take time.”
She laughed surrenderingly, and came and sat down upon the porch near him,
and tapped a slipper toe nervously upon the soft, green sod.
“Time! Yes--” She threw back her head and smiled at him brightly--and
appealingly, it seemed to Kent. “You remember what you told me once--about
sheep-herders and _such_ going crazy out here? The _such_ is sometimes
ready to agree with you.” She turned her head with a quick impatience.
“Such is learning to ride a horse,” she informed him airily. “Such does it
on the sly--and she fell off once and skinned her elbow, and she--well,
Such hasn't any sidesaddle--but she's learning, 'by granny!'”
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