In her own way, and with what truth was left to her, Molly Finucane did
love Alistair Stuart. That was the part of it which others could not
be expected to allow for. The life in the house in Chelsea had been
as regular as that of any married pair. The only visitors received
were Stuart’s friends. Molly had discarded all her old associates
as completely as though she had been really married--always with
the exception of Mendes, whom Alistair sometimes asked to dinner.
She had practised what in her eyes was economy, playing the novel
part of housekeeper, enjoying the strange experience of giving
orders to tradesmen, and calculating the prices of household stuff.
Unfortunately, she could not shake off at once the habits of reckless
expense which she had been taught. Her nature had come to crave for
excitement as an opium-eater’s craves for the drug, and the only
amusements she knew were costly ones. The play, for Molly, meant a
brougham, a little dinner at a smart restaurant, a private box, and
a supper at some Bohemian night-club--in short, the spending of five
or ten pounds. She went to the theatres and music-halls very often.
On the nights when she did not go she felt disastrously bored, and
wished herself dead. Then she had to have flowers every day, and a new
bracelet or some such trifle every week, or she felt herself neglected.
She had acquired the fatal idea that the love of men was only to be
gauged by the money they spent on her. An unbroken stream of these
offerings was necessary to convince her that Stuart had not tired of
her.
In reality, it was the attempt to live within his means which destroyed
Lord Alistair’s credit. As soon as his tradesmen heard of the house
in Chelsea they began to send in their bills, and as soon as the
money-lenders heard that he was paying his debts they refused to help
him. It was the Duke of Trent whom they had trusted to, and now they
recollected that the Duke’s estates had come to him heavily mortgaged.
They told Lord Alistair to apply to his brother, and his brother told
him to leave Molly Finucane. Like the rest of the world, he believed
that it was the house in Chelsea which had brought his brother down.
Alistair had retorted by filing his petition. It was to be open war at
last, he told himself. If the head of his house would not heed him,
neither would he heed the honour of the house.
And now, as he stood on the bridge and gazed at the spectacle of the
night, it was borne in upon him more fully and more clearly that he was
not without companions; that his case was not a solitary case, but
that other houses besides the house of Trent and Colonsay had their
younger sons and their failures; that other lands besides Oig had given
their children to be devoured by the minotaur called Civilization; that
his was only one of those broken lives which underlie the pageantry of
empire, like the rubble underneath rich palace walls.
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