Her loyalty, and perhaps some relic of her love, survived him, and no
word of hers had ever betrayed his memory to his sons. In the face of
the younger she found a resemblance to his father which had insensibly
gained on her affection, and although she had tried to disguise it from
them, and from herself, both the boys soon knew that Alistair was their
mother’s favourite. When the courtesy rank of Duchess was conferred on
her by royal patent, she did not value the distinction for herself,
but her mother’s heart felt a secret pride that her handsome, naughty
Alistair should be given the style of Lord.
The catastrophe which opened her eyes to the meaning of heredity
rendered her frantic with grief and shame. That likeness between
Alistair and his father which had fascinated her for so long now became
a source of terror. The handsome boyish face, with its ruddy cheeks and
bright eyes and clustering curls, which had gladdened her sight, was
now a dreadful chart in which she read prophecies of evil to come.
Under the stress of panic she took that step which she had since
bitterly regretted, which had cost Alistair his religion, and had cost
her his confidence. Ever since that miserable time mother and son had
remained apart, gazing at each other wistfully across a chasm which
neither could bridge.
The life which he had been leading since his manhood seemed to her a
dangerous, if not an evil one. She saw him moving in a world which was
wholly strange to her, a world in which her own ideals of conduct were
ignored or despised. She heard that he had written poems which she was
advised not to see. Trent told her they were unfit for any decent woman
to read, and the Archbishop added that they were blasphemous. When she
ventured on a remonstrance with Alistair he replied by telling her that
art was above morality, and that a poet must be a law unto himself.
Like all the mothers of her generation, she would fain have shut her
eyes to one side of her son’s life. But even she could not help but
hear of such a portent as Molly Finucane. The Archbishop felt it
his duty to warn her. Trent openly complained that his brother was
disgracing the family, and threatened to forbid him the house. He might
have carried out the threat if Alistair had not ceased his visits of
his own accord.
By this time sorrow had helped her sixty years to make the Duchess an
old woman. Her figure was still upright, but her hair was silvered. Her
face, at once sweet and venerable, was marked by a settled sadness. Her
elder son had been as great a comfort to her as his brother had been a
trial, and she had learned to value him more and more. Yet not all her
pride in Trent’s career could soothe her inward grief and yearning over
the marred life of the son who had gone astray.
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