Alistair sighed, too, at the picture called up by his mother’s words.
He thought of poor little neurotic Molly, with her spasms of utter
wretchedness, her hysterical fits, her occasional drunken outbreaks
in which all the gutter in her blood came to the surface; he thought
of her perpetual, feverish craving for excitement, of her secret
hatred of his intellectual pursuits, of their ill-managed, disorderly
household, with insolent servants going and coming every month. And
then he contrasted the portrait with that of some sweet and gracious
maiden--such a girl as his mother must have been in her youth--who
would bring peace into his life, whose presence would be soothing as
the sound of church bells heard at evening across the autumn fields,
who would guide and rule their home through happy years of wedded
friendship. Alistair sighed.
His mother heard and drew courage from the sigh. Already her mind was
busy in working out a scheme for her boy’s salvation. Her eagerness led
her to make a false step at the outset.
“If you will go away even for a short time I shall feel happier,” she
pleaded. “Won’t you try to separate yourself from this woman? If you
like to go abroad I could come with you, perhaps. You have often said
that you should like to visit Rome?”
Alistair shook his head stubbornly.
“I cannot go away without Molly.”
The Duchess of Trent flushed. It seemed to her that this answer was an
insult, even though she had in a manner forced it from him.
“I wonder that you dare say that to me,” she said, with a touch of
anger.
“I beg your pardon, mother. But it’s no good our discussing such
things. I can’t expect you to understand how I feel about her. She has
given up everything--you may say she has reformed--for my sake, and if
I were to send her adrift now I should feel myself a blackguard. Why,
God help me, I believe the poor little thing’s been selling her jewels
to pay the housekeeping bills for the last few months. If she’d been my
wife she couldn’t have done more than that.”
His mother started, and a look of dreadful apprehension came into her
eyes.
“Don’t talk like that, Alistair! I’m getting old, and it frightens me.
Promise me, promise me, my own dear son, that you will never _marry_
her?”
In her agitation the poor lady rose and went to him, laying a pleading
hand on his shoulder as she looked into his face.
“No, I don’t suppose I shall ever do that,” he said.
But he spoke in a tone of dejection, like a man not certain of himself,
and the mother’s fear was not relieved.
CHAPTER IV
A FAMILY COUNCIL
THE Duke of Trent and Colonsay, after shaking hands with the Prime
Minister, and receiving the congratulations of several colleagues on
his first appearance as a Minister in charge of an important measure,
was walking out of the House, when he felt himself tapped familiarly on
the shoulder from behind.
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