The memory of the suppressed half of Daryesh's mind was open to Laird,
and the triumph of the whole of it, and Laird knew that his defeat was
here.
* * * * *
So simple, so cruelly simple--Daryesh could stop him, lock the body in
a conflict of wills, and that would be enough. For while Laird slept,
while Daryesh's own major ego was unconscious, the trained subconscious
of the Vwyrddan had taken over. It had written, in its self-created
somnambulism, a letter to Joana explaining the whole truth, and had put
it where it would easily be found once they started looking through
his effects in search of an explanation for his paralysis. And the
letter directed, among other things, that Daryesh's body should be
kept under restraint until certain specified methods known to Vwyrddan
psychiatry--drugs, electric waves, hypnosis--had been applied to
eradicate the Laird half of his mind.
Janyard victory was near.
"Daryesh!" Joana's voice seemed to come from immensely far away; her
face swam in a haze and a roar of fainting consciousness. "Daryesh,
what's the matter? Oh, my dear, what's wrong?"
Grimly, the Vwyrddan thought: Give up, Laird. Surrender to me, and you
can keep your ego. I'll destroy that letter. See, my whole mind is open
to you now--you can see that I mean it honestly this time. I'd rather
avoid treatment if possible, and I do owe you something. But surrender
now, or be wiped out of your own brain.
Defeat and ruin--and nothing but slow distorting death as reward for
resistance. Laird's will caved in, his mind too chaotic for clear
thought. Only one dull impulse came: I give up. You win, Daryesh.
The collapsed body picked itself off the floor. Joana was bending
anxiously over him. "Oh, what is it, what's wrong?"
Daryesh collected himself and smiled shakily. "Excitement will do this
to me, now and then. I haven't fully mastered this alien nervous system
yet. I'm all right now. Let's go."
Laird's hand reached out and pulled the switch over.
Daryesh shouted, an animal roar from the throat, and tried to recover
it, and the body toppled again in a stasis of locked wills.
It was like a deliverance from hell, and still it was but the
inevitable logic of events, as Laird's own self reunited. Half of him
still shaking with defeat, half realizing its own victory, he thought
savagely:
None of them noticed me do that. They were paying too much attention
to my face. Or if they did, we've proved to them before that it's only
a harmless regulating switch. And--the lethal radiations are already
flooding us! If you don't cooperate now, Daryesh, I'll hold us here
till we're both dead!
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