“He was on his knees at once,” she said, “with his crucifix, even before
the doctors came. My dear, do people really believe all that?”
“Why, they think they do,” said her husband.
“It was all so--so sudden; and there he was, just as if he had been
expecting it all. Oliver, how can they?”
“Why, people will believe anything if they begin early enough.”
“And the man seemed to believe it, too--the dying man, I mean. I saw his
eyes.”
She stopped.
“Well, my dear?”
“Oliver, what do you say to people when they are dying?”
“Say! Why, nothing! What can I say? But I don’t think I’ve ever seen any
one die.”
“Nor have I till to-day,” said the girl, and shivered a little. “The
euthanasia people were soon at work.”
Oliver took her hand gently.
“My darling, it must have been frightful. Why, you’re trembling still.”
“No; but listen.... You know, if I had had anything to say I could have
said it too. They were all just in front of me: I wondered; then I knew
I hadn’t. I couldn’t possibly have talked about Humanity.”
“My dear, it’s all very sad; but you know it doesn’t really matter. It’s
all over.”
“And--and they’ve just stopped?”
“Why, yes.”
Mabel compressed her lips a little; then she sighed. She had an agitated
sort of meditation in the train. She knew perfectly that it was sheer
nerves; but she could not just yet shake them off. As she had said, it
was the first time she had seen death.
“And that priest--that priest doesn’t think so?”
“My dear, I’ll tell you what he believes. He believes that that man whom
he showed the crucifix to, and said those words over, is alive
somewhere, in spite of his brain being dead: he is not quite sure where;
but he is either in a kind of smelting works being slowly burned; or, if
he is very lucky, and that piece of wood took effect, he is somewhere
beyond the clouds, before Three Persons who are only One although They
are Three; that there are quantities of other people there, a Woman in
Blue, a great many others in white with their heads under their arms,
and still more with their heads on one side; and that they’ve all got
harps and go on singing for ever and ever, and walking about on the
clouds, and liking it very much indeed. He thinks, too, that all these
nice people are perpetually looking down upon the aforesaid
smelting-works, and praising the Three Great Persons for making them.
That’s what the priest believes. Now you know it’s not likely; that kind
of thing may be very nice, but it isn’t true.”
Mabel smiled pleasantly. She had never heard it put so well.
“No, my dear, you’re quite right. That sort of thing isn’t true. How can
he believe it? He looked quite intelligent!”
“My dear girl, if I had told you in your cradle that the moon was green
cheese, and had hammered at you ever since, every day and all day, that
it was, you’d very nearly believe it by now. Why, you know in your heart
that the euthanatisers are the real priests. Of course you do.”
Mabel sighed with satisfaction and stood up.
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