Churchill, Randolph Henry Spencer, Lord, 1849-1895
It is curious what an effect books have on me; I have two old
favourites. When I feel very cross and angry I read Gibbon, whose
profound philosophy and easy though majestic writing soon quiets me
down, and in an hour I feel at peace with all the world. When I
feel very low and desponding I read Horace, whose thorough
epicureanism, quiet maxims, and beautiful verse are most
tranquillising. Of late I have had to have frequent recourse to my
two friends, and they have never failed me. I strongly recommend
you to read some great works or histories; they pass the time, and
prevent you from worrying or thinking too much about the future.
Novels, or even travels, are rather unsatisfactory, and do one no
good, because they create an unhealthy excitement, which is bad for
anyone. I wonder whether you will understand all this, or only
think me rather odd.
There are three new elections to come off, owing to death
vacancies; and if they go against the Government, as they very
probably will, we are sure to have a dissolution, and then I shall
become member for Woodstock. But, after all, public life has no
great charms for me, as I am naturally very quiet, and hate bother
and publicity, which, after all, is full of vanity and vexation of
spirit. Still, it will all have greater attractions for me if I
think it will please you and that you take an interest in it and
will encourage me to keep up to the mark.
I hope your sister is quite well, comforts you, and sticks up for
me when you abuse me to her or doubt me.
[Sidenote: 1874 ÆT. 25]
A fortnight later he insisted that he should be allowed to visit the
Jeromes in the middle of December; and this having been agreed to, the
process of counting the days began. But upon the eve of departure an
unexpected misfortune intervened. His aunt Lady Portarlington was taken
dangerously ill. The family were hurriedly summoned to Emo, and the
delightful anticipations of a fortnight in Paris under such
circumstances were exchanged for the melancholy reality of nearly a
month in Ireland, watching in daily uncertainty a painful and unavailing
struggle with death. It is easy to imagine the vexation of such delay
and the longings which possessed him to leave the house of mourning. But
the family leant on him and, while his presence was of real use and
value, he felt bound to wait wearily on from day to day. The course of
the illness was varied: once recovery seemed almost certain; but after
many relapses the end came in the middle of January. Immediately after
the funeral--which was celebrated with much Catholic pomp--Lord Randolph
tore himself away, crossed the Irish Channel the same night, and was
about to proceed the next evening to France, when another even more
imperative call arrested him. Parliament was dissolved.
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