Short stories; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
One afternoon, after wandering about the city for some hours, he turned
into a park to rest. As he approached his usual bench, sacred to him
because Ida and he in the old days had often sat there, he was annoyed
to see it already occupied by a pleasant-faced, matronly looking German
woman, who was complacently listening to the chatter of a couple of
small children. Randall threw himself upon the unoccupied end of the
bench, rather hoping that his gloomy and preoccupied air might cause
them to depart and leave him to his melancholy reverie. And, indeed, it
was not long before the children stopped their play and gathered timidly
about their mother, and soon after the bench tilted slightly as she
relieved it of her substantial charms, saying in a cheery, pleasant
voice:--
“Come, little ones, the father will be at home before us.”
It was a secluded part of the garden, and the plentiful color left her
cheeks as the odd gentleman at the other end of the bench turned with
a great start at the sound of her voice, and transfixed her with a
questioning look. But in a moment he said:--
“Pardon me, madame, a thousand times. The sound of your voice so
reminded me of a friend I have lost that I looked up involuntarily.”
The woman responded with good-natured assurances that he had not at all
alarmed her. Meanwhile Randall had an opportunity to notice that, in
spite of the thick-waisted and generally matronly figure, there were,
now he came to look closely, several rather marked resemblances to Ida.
The eyes were of the same blue tint, though about half as large, the
cheeks being twice as full. In spite of the ugly style of dressing it,
he saw also that the hair was like Ida’s; and as for the nose, that
feature which changes least, it might have been taken out of Ida’s own
face. As may be supposed, he was thoroughly disgusted to be reminded of
that sweet girlish vision by this broadly moulded, comfortable-looking
matron. His romantic mood was scattered for that evening at least, and
he knew he should not get the prosaic suggestions of the unfortunate
resemblance out of his mind for a week at least. It would torment him as
a humorous association spoils a sacred hymn.
He bowed with rather an ill grace, and was about to retire, when a
certain peculiar turn of the neck, as the lady acknowledged his salute,
caught his eye and turned him to stone. Good God! this woman was Ida!
He stood there in a condition of mental paralysis. The whole fabric of
his thinking and feeling for months of intense emotional experience had
instantly been annihilated, and he was left in the midst of a great void
in his consciousness out of touching-reach of anything. There was no
sharp pang, but just a bewildered numbness. A few filaments only of
the romantic feeling for Ida that filled his mind a moment before
still lingered, floating about it, unattached to anything, like vague
neuralgic feelings in an amputated stump, as if to remind him of what
had been there.
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