Adventure stories, American; American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories; Western stories
There are times when I think it wasn’t stupidity. Maybe, like some men I
know, he was too wise to work. I shouldn’t wonder if he put it all over
us with that intelligence of his. Maybe he figured it all out and
decided that a licking now and again and no work was a whole lot better
than work all the time and no licking. He was intelligent enough for
such a computation. I tell you, I’ve sat and looked into that dog’s eyes
till the shivers ran up and down my spine and the marrow crawled like
yeast, what of the intelligence I saw shining out. I can’t express
myself about that intelligence. It is beyond mere words. I saw it,
that’s all. At times it was like gazing into a human soul, to look into
his eyes; and what I saw there frightened me and started all sorts of
ideas in my own mind of reincarnation and all the rest. I tell you I
sensed something big in that brute’s eyes; there was a message there, but
I wasn’t big enough myself to catch it. Whatever it was (I know I’m
making a fool of myself)—whatever it was, it baffled me. I can’t give an
inkling of what I saw in that brute’s eyes; it wasn’t light, it wasn’t
colour; it was something that moved, away back, when the eyes themselves
weren’t moving. And I guess I didn’t see it move either; I only sensed
that it moved. It was an expression—that’s what it was—and I got an
impression of it. No; it was different from a mere expression; it was
more than that. I don’t know what it was, but it gave me a feeling of
kinship just the same. Oh, no, not sentimental kinship. It was, rather,
a kinship of equality. Those eyes never pleaded like a deer’s eyes.
They challenged. No, it wasn’t defiance. It was just a calm assumption
of equality. And I don’t think it was deliberate. My belief is that it
was unconscious on his part. It was there because it was there, and it
couldn’t help shining out. No, I don’t mean shine. It didn’t shine; it
_moved_. I know I’m talking rot, but if you’d looked into that animal’s
eyes the way I have, you’d understand. Steve was affected the same way I
was. Why, I tried to kill that Spot once—he was no good for anything;
and I fell down on it. I led him out into the brush, and he came along
slow and unwilling. He knew what was going on. I stopped in a likely
place, put my foot on the rope, and pulled my big Colt’s. And that dog
sat down and looked at me. I tell you he didn’t plead. He just looked.
And I saw all kinds of incomprehensible things moving, yes, _moving_, in
those eyes of his. I didn’t really see them move; I thought I saw them,
for, as I said before, I guess I only sensed them. And I want to tell
you right now that it got beyond me. It was like killing a man, a
conscious, brave man, who looked calmly into your gun as much as to say,
“Who’s afraid?”
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