Lost Sir Massingberd: A Romance of Real Life. v. 1/2Payn, James
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Lost Sir Massingberd: A Romance of Real Life. v. 1/2
Payn, James
Detective and mystery stories; Fiction
At this my tutor began to rub his hands, and chuckle inwardly, as was
his wont when vastly amused; but perceiving that the colour came into my
cheeks, he laid his hand upon my shoulder kindly, and said that he was
glad to find <i>my</i> head, at least, was not stuck full of foolish stories,
as some people's heads were; while Marmaduke, without triumphing in the
least over my ignorance, explained to me all about that Phantom Ship,
which glides full sail upon the astonished voyager, and passes through
his vessel without shock or noise. He told the tale exactly as if he had
heard it straight from the lips of an eye-witness, and believed it
himself; he never laughed, and if he smiled, he seemed to be sorry that
he had done so directly afterwards. Some melancholy thought appeared to
occupy his mind at all times; and if a bright fancy crossed it, it was
but for an instant, like lightning through the cloud. I am not
describing an "interesting" youth, after the manner of romance-writers;
no "secret sorrow" obscured the young existence of Marmaduke Heath, but
simply, as I subsequently discovered, vulgar, abject terror. His whole
being was oppressed by reason of one man. The shadow of Sir Massingberd
cast itself over him alike when he went out from his hated presence and
when he was about to return to it. He was never free from its nightmare
influence--never. His passion for reading was not so much a love of
books, as a desire to escape in them from the circumstances of his
actual life. If he ever forgot him in earnest talk--and he was the most
earnest talker, as a boy, I ever knew--the mention of his uncle's name
was a Medusa's Head to turn him into stony silence on the instant. If
Marmaduke Heath could only have got away from Fairburn Hall when I first
knew him, his mind might have regained its natural vigour and
elasticity; but as it was, it grew more sombre and morbid every day. His
hungry intellect was nourished upon what associations happened to be at
hand, and they were very unhealthy food. The wickedness of Sir
Massingberd was, of course, sufficiently present to him, like some
hateful picture hung at a bed's foot, which the eyes of a sleepless man
cannot avoid; while every tongue about the Hall was ready to tell him of
the evil deeds of his forefathers. At first, I thought my young friend's
constant allusion to his family was the result of aristocratic pride,
although, indeed, there was nothing to be proud of in what he told me,
but very much the reverse; but I soon found that this was not the case.
The history of the Heaths was what interested him most of all histories,
and he favoured me with extracts from it solely upon that account. As
for the fact of their noble blood running in his own veins, he would, I
am confident, have far rather been the son of Mrs. Myrtle, the kind old
housekeeper at the Rectory.
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