“Just between the fold of the eye and the point of the chin----” he
answered.... (Queerly now he imagined himself talking on the shore to
the little Gleam; it gave him just the touch that helped.) “--a little
straightening of the oval, and the little puff at the mouth-corners
drawn out. Why, Bessie, it’s just the vanishing child. And you are
taller. I’m almost afraid to speak--to try to put it into words, how
pretty you are----”
She was elate and puzzled, too. “Where did you get anything like that?”
she asked. “It’s what made me remember before. Always when you get
through preaching--you pay for it----”
It was out before she thought--yet for once the exact unerring thing
that was in her mind.
He treasured it; saw that his appeal was certain this way; that he must
be of the world, and right glib to master her. The way of reality was
slow; he must never fail to pay for preaching.... They laughed, and
the weariness went from her eyes. The bloom of her health was at its
height. Now as Bellair watched her, thinking of the world-ways, she
suddenly swept home to him--the old forbidden adventure of her, the
meaning of money and nights, her homelessness, the city, the song, the
price she would pay if he demanded it.
The thing was upon him before he realised. It had all been the new
Bellair until now. His body had lain as if in a vault of wax, its
essential forces in suspension. Suddenly without warning, the wax
had melted away. He did not instantly give battle to the gust of
desire--met it eye-to-eye. Bellair felt his own will, and knew he
would use it presently. He was rather amazed at the power of the thing
as it struck him, and the nature of it, so utterly detached from the
redolence and effulgence he had known in the Stone House. This was
not the old Hunting Companion who had come with garlands; a minkish
aborigine, this, who had come empty-handed, whose hands were out to be
filled.
The meaning of all that Stackhouse had left in wallets and sea-girt
archipelagoes was in this sullen-eyed entity--in the _O_ formed of
thirsting lips. Bellair tried to check it before it came--the thought
that this was peculiarly a New York manifestation, one destined to be
Bessie Brealt’s familiar in future years.... He did not have to use his
will. He lost himself in thinking of her plight.
“... Please bring the coffee,” she was saying to the waiter, her hand
lifted, as if she would touch his sleeve, the familiarity of one who
had sung here many nights. “Yes, he will have coffee. He is merely away
somewhere.... Yes, we will have it smoked with cognac--but here--do it
here. I like to see it burn....”
“Very well, Miss Brealt----”
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