The lights had all come back to Bellair. He was miserable--the
adventure palled. There had been no lift, nor tumultuous carrying away.
The quick change chilled him. Her words one by one had chilled him....
At least, he had demanded a madness to-night. Bessie did not have the
wine of madness in her veins. This much had been accomplished. He could
not break training coldly.... And now he felt as if the day had drained
him to the heart, as if the day had come to an end, and he must rest.
He turned to her. “I found a little check-book for you to-day, but
you must go to the bank and give them your signature. It is made of
leather, small enough for your purse almost. The bank-book is with it.
You will find a little account started.... And now I will call a cab
for you----”
“But your coffee----” she said.
“Yes, we will have that----”
He had to get away for a moment. His heart was desolate with hunger....
The smell of the kitchen made him think of the galley of a ship....
* * * * *
“Oh, what can I do for you?” Bessie asked, when he returned.
“It’s what you can do for yourself that interests me----”
“But I must go with the _Follies_--if I win. It’s the career--the
beginning!”
“If you must.”
“And when shall I see you?”
“Here to-morrow night--if you will.”
“Yes,” she said eagerly.
4
On the way to Lot & Company’s the next morning Bellair smiled at the
sense of personal injustice which had returned to him. He held fast to
a sort of philosophical calm, but permitted his energy to be excited by
a peculiar blending of contempt and desire to wring the truth from Lot
& Company at any price.
Suddenly he stopped. Lot & Company was merely something to master. Lot
& Company was but an organised bit of the world which he had met; all
men had their own organisations to face, to comprehend the vileness
and illusion of, and then to get underfoot, neck and other vitals....
Bessie had helped him. There was something in that.... He felt the
fighting readiness within him, and an added warning not to raise his
voice. He must deal with Lot & Company on the straight low plane of
what-was-wanted. That was the single level of the firm’s understanding.
Davy Acton smiled at him shyly--the first face after the pale
telephone-miss at the door. Davy was more at home in these halls and
floors than in the hotel dining-room. Bellair heard the jovial voice
of Mr. Rawter behind his partition. From the distance, Broadwell
glanced up and waved at him. Mr. Sproxley’s black eyes were fixed in
his direction from behind the grating of his cage. Mr. Sproxley came
forward, greeted him and returned. Bellair had asked to see the elder
Mr. Wetherbee, but it appeared that Mr. Seth was not in.
“I’ll speak with Mr. Nathan Lot,” said Bellair.
“Mr. Lot is occupied.”
“Mr. Jabez then.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account