“That isn’t it, exactly, though I haven’t anything here----”
“Have you had breakfast?”
“N-no.”
“Come in with me and we’ll talk. I have a half-hour to spare.”
Bellair heard his voice and wondered at the coldness of it. He
remembered afterward the covered billiard-tables at the far end of
the hall and the dimness of the hall’s length, as he led the way. His
own custom was a pot of coffee and a bit of toast, but the other’s
possible need of food had a singular authority over him, so he made out
that this was one of the main feeding features of his day.... But the
other was intent upon certain things beside food. He had been unlucky.
Everything that he had tried in the year of New York had failed him
somehow--little ventures, positions lost--and always some one was to
blame, not this one who spoke and had suffered so. Bellair hearkened
for one note that would confine itself to the unfinished mouth and
the unstable character; one note that would suggest the possibility
of a clue that the series of failures lay in his own shortcomings of
strength and quality, but the boy had not this suggestion in his heart.
“Are you married?” Bellair asked.
“No.”
There was an instant’s lull, and then was turned off another story of
misfortune:
“... I didn’t want to marry her. I got her in trouble down in New
Zealand. Her father wanted me to marry her--was willing to pay for
it--but a fellow can’t take a chance like that. We came up together
with the kid to New York, but everything broke bad for me----”
The voice went on, but Bellair lost his face. There was a
greenish-yellow light between their faces, at least, for Bellair’s
eyes, and the floor seemed shaken with heavy machinery. Bellair
knew the burn of hate, and the thirst to kill--and then he was all
uncentred, like a man badly wounded. He arose.
“... The fact is, I don’t think she was quite _right_. None of them
are----”
“I won’t be able to hear any more of that just now,” Bellair said
slowly. “I’m leaving this hotel to-day for other quarters. But
to-morrow morning at ten, I shall be here and listen to what you want.
Perhaps I can set you straight a bit--for the present, anyway. And
this--is so you won’t miss any meals in the meantime----”
Bellair handed him money.
“Please excuse me,” he added. “And finish your breakfast----”
He called the waiter and signed the card. Then he turned as if to look
around the room. He located the door by which they had entered, drew
his hands strangely across his eyes. Effusive gratefulness was seeking
his ears from the young man in the chair. Bellair lifted his hand as if
to cut off the voice, and then started for the door, his step hastening.
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