THE hard thing was to get Honolulu behind. The first seven days at
sea was like a voyage to another planet. Bellair could lose himself
in the universe, between the banging of the Chinese gongs that called
passengers willingly, for the most part, to meals on the British ship
_Suwarrow_.... They had crawled out of the harbour in the dusk, a
southwest wind waiting at the gate, like an eager lover for a maiden to
steal forth. She was in his arms shamelessly, before the dusk closed,
the voices from the land hardly yet having died away. Bellair watched
their meeting in the offing. The blusterer came head on; the _Suwarrow_
veered coquettishly and started to run, knowing him the swifter and
the stronger, as all woman-things love to know. Presently he had her,
and they made a night of it--the moon breaking out aghast from time
to time, above black and flying garments of cloud. Bellair enjoyed the
game, the funnels smoking the upper decks straight forward. They were
making a passage that night, in the southward lift of that lover.
He had found a little leaf of cigars in a German shop in Honolulu;
the same reminding him of Stackhouse. They were _Brills_, with a
Trichinopoli flavour, a wrapping from the States, the main filler
doubtless from the Island plantations. The German had talked of them
long, playing with the clotty little fellows in his hands, for they
were moist enough, not easily to be broken. “You sink your teeth in
one of these after a good dinner,” he said, “and if you do not enjoy
tobacco, it is because you have been smoking other plants. These are
made by a workman----”
Bellair smoked to the workman; also he smoked to Stackhouse. Something
kindly had come over him for the Animal. Lot & Company had helped him
to it.... Yes, he thought, the animal part is right enough. It is only
when the human adult consciousness turns predatory that the earth is
laid waste and the stars are fogged.... These were but back-flips
of Bellair’s mind. In the main he was held so furiously ahead, that
body and brain ached with the strain. As nearly as he could describe
from the sensation, there was a carbon-stick upstanding between his
diaphragm and his throat. Every time he thought of Auckland, it turned
hot.
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