Now, Bellair surveyed what he had said. He was like that, just about as
coherent as that. The _whoa_ had shaken him empty for the most part....
He would not know what to say to her. He would sit or stand like a fool
and grin.... But she was great-hearted. She would help him.... Awe and
silence crept into him again.
“Now, pull up----”
“_Whoa_,” was the answer, shaking the trees.
“There, that will do,” Bellair said tensely. He stepped out and passed
over the money, forgetting to look at it. He was afraid the man would
roar again.
It was nearer than he thought, but a step to the Gate; its latch lifted
softly and he crossed the gravel, held by the voice of the rig turning
behind. It turned slowly as a ship in a small berth, and the voice
carried like the cackle of geese.... There was no light. He was on the
step. Something sweet was growing at the door.... Something brushed
him at his feet. He leaned down in the darkness, and touched the
tabby-puss, knocked softly.
“Yes----” came from within.
“It is I, Bellair----”
The door was opened to absolute blackness. She was not in his arms.
Rather he was in her arms. She seemed to tower above him. Around was
the softness and fragrance of her arms and her breast.... Not the
cottage--her arms made the home of man. She held him from her, left him
standing bewildered in the centre of the room. He heard her match, and
her voice like a sigh, trailing to him almost like a spirit-thing:
“Oh,--I--am--so--happy!”
The lamp was lit, but she left it in the alcove, came to him again, a
shawl about her. Lights were playing upon his shut eye-lids, fulfilment
in his arms that a man can only know when he has crossed the world to a
woman, not a maiden; a plenitude that a maiden cannot give.
And now she brought the light, and looked into his face--her own
gleaming behind it, full of rapture, the face of a love-woman, some
inspired training of the centuries upon it, all the mystery and
delicacy for a man’s eyes that he can endure and live....
“What is it?”
He could only look at her.
“What is it?” more softly.
As if the thing had been left over in his mind, and required clearing
away, he answered:
“Are--are the rooms rented?”
She laughed, came closer than the light.
“We are alone--only the child. I could not let any one come--the rooms
seemed yours.... I thought you would come. It was time enough to change
when I heard from you----”
“The little Gleam----”
“Yes, he is here.... Oh, did you know what it meant to us--when you
went away?”
“I knew what it meant to me----”
“After the open boat and the days together here--you knew all?”
“Yes.”
“I thought it would be easier.... And you are changed! You are like a
man who has found his Quest.”
She was about him like magic. They were moving toward the little room.
She stopped and put the lamp back in the alcove.
“We will not take it in there. It would wake him.”
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