... It was dark upon the threshold. She took his hand. He heard her
heart beating, or was it his own?... They heard the little breathing.
She guided his hand to the warm little hand.
“Yes, he is well,” she whispered. “Everything is perfect with your
coming.... There.... You hurried home to me, didn’t you?... Yes, I
hoped. I felt the ship. I could not sleep. I wondered if I could be
wrong.... Oh, to think of the dawn coming in--finding us here together
... and the little Gleam....”
* * * * *
Gray light was coming in. Her face was shadowed, but the gray was
faint about her hair. His heart had taken something perfect from her;
something of the nature of that peace which had come to him at the
_Jade’s_ rail crossing the Line, but greater than that, the fulfilment
of that. Because it was perfect, it could not last in its fulness.
That was the coolness of the Hills, but his love was glowing now like
noon sunlight in a valley, the redolence of high sunlight in the river
lowlands. Mother Earth had taken them again.
It was the tide of life; it was as she had told him it must be with
her, akin to the loveliest processes of nature, like the gilding of a
tea-rose, like the flight of swans. He watched her as the dawn rose, as
a woman is only to be seen in her own room; watched her without words,
until from the concentration, that which had been bound floated free
within him.... A sentence she had spoken (it may have been an hour, or
a moment ago) returned to his consciousness. “Oh, how I wanted you to
come home to-night!”
His mind was full of pictures and power. It may have been the
strangeness of the light, but his eyes could not hold her face, nor
his mind remember the face that had welcomed him in the lamplight.
Different faces moved before his eyes, a deep likeness in the plan of
them, as pearls would be sorted and matched for one string, a wonderful
sisterhood of faces, tenderness, fortitude, ardour, joy, renunciation.
It was like a stroke. He had loved them all--facets of one jewel. And
was the jewel her soul?
He arose, without turning from her, and moved to the far corner of the
room, where there was neither chair nor table. As he moved, he watched
her with tireless thirsting eyes.
She arose and came to him, moving low.... This figure that came,
thrilled him again with the old magic of the river-banks. He could not
pass the wonder of her crossing the room to follow him.... And now he
saw her lips in the light--a girl’s shyness about her lips. She was a
girl that instant--as if a veil had dropped behind her. It had never
been so before--a woman always, wise and finished with years, compared
to whom that other was a child. And yet she was little older than
that other--in years. He loved the shyness of her lips. It was like
one familiar bloom in the midst of exotic wonders. It seemed he would
fall--before she touched him.
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