“I quite agree with you,” said the preacher.
“What is your church?” Bellair asked.
“Well, the fact is, I haven’t one,” Fleury said with a smile.
“Convictions somewhat similar to that which you have expressed have
twice cost me my church. As the church puts it, I am a failure and not
to be trusted with regular work----”
“You are going out in the mission-service?”
Bellair was now ashamed, because he had held the other a bit cheaply.
The boyish face looked suddenly different to him, as Fleury said:
“No--that is, I have ceased to expound theology. I have come out to
make the thought and the act one.”
Bellair was taking on a new conception. His question was a trifle
automatic:
“Did you talk out in meeting?”
“Yes. There were a thousand years in the congregation. You know what I
mean--only a few of our generation in method of mind.”
“A sort of Seventeenth century average?” Bellair suggested.
“Don’t misunderstand me. I was wrong, too,” Fleury declared. “Wrong,
in the young man’s way of thinking himself right. You know we’re just
as baneful when we are getting into a new world of thought as when we
are not yet out of the old. It’s only after we have settled down and
got accustomed to the place, that we’re reasonable. A man should be big
enough to talk to all men, and appear everlastingly true to the least
and the greatest. Truth is big enough for that. I had only a different
trail from theirs, and wanted them all to come to mine, forgetting that
the trails are only far apart at the bottom of the mountain--that they
all converge at the top----”
“You had to be honest with yourself,” Bellair said thoughtfully.
“That’s just what I thought, but maybe there was a lie in that,” Fleury
answered. “It’s not so easy to be honest with one’s self and keep on
using words for a living. The best way is to act----”
“You’ve said something, Mr. Fleury.”
And in his new respect for the other, Bellair wanted to make his view
clearer. “It’s the old soil and seed story again,” he said. “It isn’t
enough to get truth down to superb simplicity. The minds of men must
be open beside. My objection to the Church is that it has separated
religion from work and the week-day--tried to balance one day of
sanctimoniousness against six days of mammon--taught men that heaven
is to be reached in a high spiritual effusion because One has died for
us. The fact is we’ve got to help ourselves to heaven.... Excuse me for
being so communicative,” he added, “but what you said about putting
down talk and taking up action interested me at once. I’ve a suspicion
you won’t be long in finding something to do----”
“I’m hoping just that.”
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