Bellair took no risk, but placed his hand softly between the little
ones. Something went out of him, leaving nothing but a queer, joyous
vibration that held life together, with ample to spare to laugh with.
The larger part of his identity seemed to be infused with the night,
however. On one side of his hand, there was a warm, light seizure,
rendering powerless his own little finger, and on the other side, his
thumb was taken. He lifted his hand a little and the captor’s came with
it--no waste of energy whatsoever, but with easy confidence of having
enough and to spare. The man couldn’t breathe without laughing, but he
was very quiet about it as the moment demanded, and his delight was
nowise to be measured in recent history.
He was bending forward close to the woman’s breast. Suddenly he
remembered her--as if finding himself in a sanctuary.... The great
pictures of the world had this _motif_, but the Third of the trinity
was always invisible. Yet he had entered in this darkness, come right
into the fragrance and the love-magnetism of it ... held there in two
ineffable pressures.
His low laughter ceased. He was full of wonder now, but could not stay.
Out of the bewilderment of emotions he had the one sense--that he was
not the third to this mystery--that the third must be invisible, as in
the great _madonnas_ of paint. He betrayed the tiny grips with a twist,
caught the child in his two hands and lifted him from the mother,
sitting back in his own chair.... But the fragrance lingered about him
and that wonderful homing vibration. He knew something of the nature of
it now. It was peace.
4
The little blue jacket had come forth again as they ran down into the
cold.... There was wild weather around the Horn, and Stackhouse was a
sick monster from confinement. Bellair, who could drink a little for
company through the glorious nights on deck, bolted from the cabin
performance, and Captain McArliss was called to listen, and fell, as
Stackhouse knew he would, for he had said to Bellair during one of
their last talks:
“Lest there appear among men a perfect sailor, they handicapped my
McArliss--packed his inner barts in unslaked lime. Never will you see
a thirst fought as he fights it. First he will drink with me, and
you will hear him laugh; then he will drink alone, and there will be
silence until he begins to scream. Already his eyes are tortured and
his lips white. Bresently he will come and sit with me----”
Bellair hated this; in fact the big master had begun to wear deeply. “I
should think you would want to keep him on his feet--for the passage
around the Horn.”
“My McArliss is always a sailor,” said Stackhouse, rocking his head.
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