The _Jade_, far and very little among the liners, had turned south to
the Narrows and was spreading her wings.... The world began to shut
Bellair in, as he crossed the river again. Sunday night supper at the
boarding-house was always a dismal affair; by every manner and means
it was so to-night. The chorus woman of the Hippodrome was bolting
ahead of the bell, to hurry away to rehearsal. Nightly she came up out
of the water.... He tried three sea-books that night--“Lady Letty,”
“Lord Jim” and “The Phantom,” but couldn’t get caught in their old
spell. A new and personal dimension was upon him from the afternoon.
He fell to dreaming again and again of the _Jade_--the last misty
glimpse of her at the Narrows, and the huge brown hands pushing
Brooklyn away.... There is pathos in the city man’s love and need for
fresh air. Bellair pulled his bed to the window at last, surveying the
room without regard. Long afterward he dreamed that he was out on the
heaving floor of the sea, and that a man-monster came down from the
deck in pajamas, and pressing his hands against the walls of the cabin,
made respiration next to impossible for the inmate. There was a key to
this suffocation, for the air in his room was still as a pool. A lull
had fallen upon the city before a gusty storm of wind and rain.
PART TWO
LOT & COMPANY: I
1
BELLAIR regarded himself as an average man; and after all perhaps this
was the most significant thing about him. He was not average to look
at--the face of a student and profoundly kind--and yet, he had moved in
binding routine for five years that they knew of at Lot & Company’s.
His acquaintances were of the average type. He did not criticise them;
you would not have known that he saw them with something of the same
sorrow that he regarded himself.
Back of this five years was an Unknowable. Had you possessed exactly
the perception you might have caught a glimpse of some extraordinary
culture that comes from life in the older lands, and personal contacts
with deeper evils--the culture of the great drifters, the inimitable
polish of rolling stones. As a usual thing he would not have shown
you any of this. At Lot & Company’s offices, men had moved and talked
and lunched near and with him for years without uncovering a gleam of
a certain superb equipment for life which really existed in a darkened
room of his being.
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