He saw everything clearly. The open boat was like a seat lifted a
trifle above the runways of the world. He could see them, as one in the
swarming paths beneath could never hope to see. It was all good, but
the pain and the pressure of them all!... Bessie Brealt in pain and
pressure; Davy Acton in the hard heavy air; Broadwell who was trying
to be a man at Lot & Company’s; the old boarding-house woman who had
forgotten everything but her rooms--her rooms moving with shadows whom
she never saw clearly and never hoped to understand--shadows that
flitted, her accounts never in order, her rooms never in order....
There had been people in there whom he never saw--one girlish voice
that awakened in the afternoon and sang softly, a most subdued and
impossible singing. She worked nights at a telephone switch-board--the
night-desires of the great city passing through her--and she sang
to the light of noon when it came to the cage.... Sunday afternoons
when it was fine, a bearded man emerged from a back-room, emerged
with a cane and cigarette case. Always on the front steps he lit the
cigarette....
Bellair now couldn’t smoke.... Once there had been moaning in a lower
back room, moaning night and morning from a woman. He was not sure if
it were the millinery woman, or the one who worked in Kratz’s. The
moaning stopped and as he passed through the hall, he heard a doctor
say to the landlady:
“King Alcohol.”
Just that.... He saw the millinery woman afterward, so it wasn’t
she.... The air in the old halls was of a character all its own. It
was stronger than the emanations from any of the rooms. The separate
currents lost their identity like streams in the ocean, like souls
in Brahma.... How strangely apart he had kept all that five years! A
face not seen before in the halls, and he did not know if it were a
newcomer or old. So few came to the board to dine--the chorus-woman
from the Hippodrome, who came up nightly from the water.... He saw
the view from his window--over the roofs and areas. It was a wall of
windows--dwellers in the canyon sides; boxes of food hanging out,
clothing out to freshen itself in the dingy and sluggish airs--the
coloured stockings and the faces that looked out. Everything was
monotonous but the faces--faces grim and sharp--faces of kittens and
bulls and rabbits and foxes, faces of ferrets, sleek faces, torn faces,
red and brutal, white and wasted faces; faces of food and drink, faces
of hunger and fear; the drugged look; few tears but much dry yearning,
and not a face of joy.
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