A sudden gust of love came over him for her child. He thought he had
loved it before, but it was startling now, filling him, turning his
steps back toward the place where it lay....
2
And all the time that they were searching widely from Auckland for
their house, a little Englishwoman, growing old, sat waiting for
them within an hour’s ride from the city. They found her at last
and her stone cottage, rarely attractive in its neglect; and from
the door-yard, an Odessian vista of sky and harbour and lifted
shore-line.... They had even passed it before, their eyes turned
farther afield. Bellair couldn’t ignore the analogy of the nearest
woman, nor the stories of all the great spiritual quests--how the
fleeces on a man’s doorstep turn golden, if he can only see.
“I knew some one would come,” the little woman said. She had a mole on
her nose and eyes that twinkled brightly. “In fact, I prayed.”
Bellair smiled and thought of Fleury’s saying--that those who turn back
two thousand years would find Him.... She had kept a boarding-house,
and now the work was too much. Besides, the children of a younger
sister back in the home in Essex were calling to her.
“They need me in England,” she repeated. “And here, I have been unable
to keep up the little house. I am too old now. My young men were so
dear about it, but I was not making them comfortable. One’s heart
turns home at the close----” She thought they did not understand; and
explained all the meanings carefully--how in age, the temporal needs
are not so keen, and the mind wanders back to the elder places....
Bellair stood apart, knowing that the two women could manage better
alone.... The cottage faced the east a little to northward, and had
been built of the broken rocks of the bluff and shore, its walls twenty
inches thick and plastered on the stone within. The interior surprised
them with its size, two bedrooms facing the sea and two behind, beside
the living room (for dining, too, according to the early design) and
the kitchen. They took it as it was, furniture and all, and loved the
purchase.
For several days she remained with them, helped and explained and
amplified--suggesting much paint. Each day for an hour or so, there
were tears. She had found her going not so easy, and the process was
slow to accustom herself to the long voyage; the sense of detachment
could not be hurried. She wanted them to see her whole plan of the
place. Her dream had been to have evergreens cut in patterns and
flower-beds in stars and crescents. Meanwhile with her years had grown
up about her the wildest and most natural garniture of the stone
cottage; vines and shrubs, the pines putting on a sumptuousness of low
foliage altogether unapproved.
Gradually it was all forgotten but the long voyage, and Bellair could
help in making the details of that as simple and desirable as possible.
In fact, he went with her to the ship....
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