The days were like entering one walled garden after another, always
her spirit vanishing at the far gate. Beside him was a strong frail
comrade, loving the water and air and sky and wood, as only a natural
woman can love them--her eyes shining softly, her lips parted and red
as the sleeping child’s. He was struck with the miracle of her mouth’s
freshness. It was like the mouth of a city-bred woman, a woman who had
forced her way for years through the difficult passages of a man’s
world, who had met the fighting of the open, and the heavier-line
fighting of solitude.... Here Bellair’s diffidence intervened.
Moreover, it was a mouth that could say unerring things.
“She is a fine weave,” he would say, after the partings at night.
She held through every test. The enthralling advance guard never
failed--that winged immortal something ahead. Often in some little inn
or in the hotel at Auckland during the nights, he found himself in
rebellion because he could not go to her. Always in the open boat he
had awakened to find her there, and on the night that Fleury passed,
she had asked to have him within call--but those times were gone. The
world had intervened that little bit.... There was one summer day
and a bit of forest to enter, a moment surpassing all. Her arms and
fingers, her eyes and breast were all fused with emotions. She gave him
back his boyhood that afternoon in a solemn wordless ceremony, but all
his diffidence of boyhood came with it.
The woods were full of fairies to her; there were meanings for her eyes
in the drift of the wind over the brown pools. She caught the woodland
whispers, was a part of sweet, low vibrations of the air.... Her eyes
had come up to his, fearless and tender; yet for the life of him, he
could not have been sure that they wanted anything he could give.
For the first time he marvelled now at the genius of self-protection
which women have put on, instinct by instinct, throughout all this age
of man, this age of muscle and brain, in which the driving spirit of
it all has no voice.... There was one branch above her that was like
hawthorn, and full of buds. The little Inverness cape that she wore was
tossed back, and her arms were held up to the branches.... Strangely
that instant he thought of her story--the coming of The Guest--the
thought she had held all the years, the strange restless beauty of its
ideal--the mothering beauty of it that seemed to him now endless in
power. Such a mystery came to him from her arms--as if she were holding
them up to receive perfection, some great spiritual gift.... It was
startlingly native to her, this expectancy--the pure receptivity of it,
and the thought of beauty in her mind. A woman could command heaven
with that gesture, he thought, and call to earth an archangel--if her
ideal were pure enough.
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