It does not come from without. The train missed, the passage paid for
and not connected, the column that marches away, one set broken,
the sentry post to which a strange figure is called--these are but
matters to laugh at afterward. The shadow comes between them from their
own failure. It is slow to lift. In the final elevation of romance,
there shows one sunken length.... There is the moment of meeting and
the moment of parting; that which lies between, whether an hour or
generation, forms but the equal third, for the great love intervals of
human kind are not measured by time, but by the opening of the doors
of the heart. By the very laws of our being, the doors draw together
against rapture prolonged. The man who crosses the world to live
one day with his sweetheart, sees her at last in the doorway or the
trysting-place as he cannot see her again; and in the tear of parting,
something different of her, something that has been occulted, clears
magically for his eyes. It must not blind him to remain, for it is her
gift to abide with him over the divide. It passes, not to come again
if he remains; rapture falls into indulgence; the fibre of integrity
weakens and lets them down into mere mortals. Man is not ready for
the real revelation of romance in whom a master does not arise at the
stroke.
* * * * *
That night there was a _mew_ at the door. They had finished tea and
were sitting by the fire. The woman opened the door and a young
tabby-puss walked leisurely in, moved in a circle about the room, tail
held high. Chair and table and lounge, she brushed against, standing
upon her toes, eyes blinking at the fire. The woman brought a saucer of
milk. The visitor drank, as if that were all very well, but that she
could have done well enough until breakfast. Apparently it was not her
way to land upon friends in a starving condition. Before the fire, she
now sat, adding a point to her toilet from time to time, inspecting it
carefully and long. Finally she turned to the woman, hopped upon her
knee and settled to doze. She had accepted them, and they called her
_Elsie_.
“Little-Else-to-do,” said the woman.
They stood beside the child’s bed later that night.
It rained, and the home closed in upon them with its cheer and humble
beauty. He saw her hand now in everything--even the rungs of the chairs
shone in the firelight. The hearth was swept. Her face--it was a place
of power, and such a fusion of tenderness was there, the eyes pure
and merciful. All that he had known before her coming was unfinished,
explanatory. She had shown him what a human adult woman should be in
this year of our Lord. His soul yearned to her; his whole life nestling
to this place of hers--as her stone cot nestled to the cliff.... She
was always very quiet about her love for the child when he was near.
That was because he loved the Gleam so well.... Yet he had seen the
Firelight Madonna.
“You have made it all I can do--to go away,” he said.
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