So far as Lothair was concerned, the luncheon was unsuccessful. His
conversational powers deserted him. He answered in monosyllables, and
never originated a remark. He was greatly relieved when they rose and
returned to the gallery, in which they seemed all disposed to linger.
The duke approached him, and, in his mood, he found it easier to talk to
men than to women. Male conversation is of a coarser grain, and does not
require so much play of thought and manner; discourse about Suez Canal,
and Arab horses, and pipes, and pachas, can be carried on without any
psychological effort, and, by degrees, banishes all sensibility. And yet
he was rather dreamy, talked better than he listened, did not look his
companion in the face, as the duke spoke, which was his custom, and his
eye was wandering. Suddenly, Bertram having joined them, and speaking to
his father, Lothair darted away and approached Lady Corisande, whom Lady
Montairy had just quitted.
“As I may never have the opportunity again,” said Lothair, “let me thank
you, Lady Corisande, for some kind thoughts which you deigned to bestow
on me in my absence.”
His look was serious; his tone almost sad. Neither were in keeping with
the scene and the apparent occasion; and Lady Corisande, not displeased,
but troubled, murmured: “Since I last met you, I heard you had seen much
and suffered much.”
“And that makes the kind thoughts of friends more precious,” said
Lothair. “I have few; your brother is the chief, but even he never did
me any kindness so great as when he told me that you had spoken of me
with sympathy.”
“Bertram’s friends are mine,” said Lady Corisande; “but, otherwise, it
would be impossible for us all not to feel an interest in—, one of whom
we had seen so much,” she added, with some hesitation.
“Ah, Brentham!” said Lothair; “dear Brentham! Do you remember once
saying to me that you hoped you should never leave Brentham?”
“Did I say so?” said Lady Corisande.
“I wish I had never left Brentham,” said Lothair; “it was the happiest
time of my life. I had not then a sorrow or a care.”
“But everybody has sorrows and cares,” said Lady Corisande; “you have,
however, a great many things which ought to make you happy.”
“I do not deserve to be happy,” said Lothair, “for I have made so many
mistakes. My only consolation is that one great error, which you most
deprecated, I have escaped.”
“Take a brighter and a nobler view of your life,” said Lady Corisande;
“feel rather you have been tried and not found wanting.”
At this moment the duchess approached them, and interrupted their
conversation; and, soon after this, Lothair left Crecy House, still
moody, but less despondent.
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