England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Wives -- Fiction
And now that Ronald Hepburne came to me for sympathy, I seemed to live,
move, and have my being in him and his concerns. Outwardly I belonged
to Lady Waterville, but I scarcely gave her a thought; I could think
only of Ronald and the difficulties that beset his path, and made it
impossible for us to walk side by side.
Later on, I learned that William Greystock had pretended to remove
those difficulties. To him, as to an elder brother, Ronald had
naturally confided his desire to increase his income and marry.
Mr. Greystock had acquired a reputation for keen sagacity; he was
acquainted with city men, and even Lady Waterville spoke with respect
of his abilities for business. With his knowledge and influence it
seemed easy for him to obtain a post for Ronald, but somehow that
post was never found, and once or twice when the poor fellow, had
thought himself almost sure of a situation, there had been a mysterious
obstacle placed in his way.
Yet his belief in William remained unshaken. Ronald himself was
constitutionally delicate, and seemed to have a natural incapacity
to push through the crowd of fortune-seekers and gain his end. But
William, who had never known a day's illness, seldom failed in getting
anything he wanted, and yet he was always so cool and deliberate in his
actions, that his object was attained without apparent effort or fuss.
He was an energetic man, and Ronald was an indolent one.
Impartial observers, looking at the two men, invariably decided that
William Greystock was a far better and grander character than Ronald
Hepburne. William had added to his income by shrewd and cautious
money-making; he gave liberally to public charities, he bestowed
advice on frivolous bachelor friends, and was regarded by them as a
model counsellor. Lady Waterville quoted his wise sayings continually,
and was often heard to wish that Ronald—"poor, foolish, fascinating
Ronald—" would put himself completely under the guidance of Mr.
Greystock.
"Do you think Mr. Hepburne fascinating?" I said, one day.
"Yes," she answered, "and so do you, Louie. I admire that soft, languid
manner of his; and you are in love with his melancholy face and
manifold misfortunes. It does not matter to you that he brought a good
many of those misfortunes on himself; like all women of your type, you
are willing to heal wounds without inquiring how they were gained. In
my opinion, you are a ridiculous girl, and I won't waste any more sound
advice upon you!"
These words were said in her usual good-humoured way, and accompanied
by a caressing pat on the shoulder. I had not then acknowledged that
Ronald was my lover, and in Lady Waterville's presence we met only as
friends. But I think she suspected that there was something more than
friendship between us.
"I grant that your advice is always sound," I said, "yet if I followed
it, I don't believe I should be happy. It is quite possible for some
natures to be uncomfortable in the midst of comfort."
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