England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Wives -- Fiction
"We have been enjoying ourselves immensely," said Lady Waterville, in
a mischievous tone. "Louie got through a good deal of flirting; it's
astonishing to see the progress that she has made in the art! Last year
she was a mere beginner, but now—"
"Now she is more disgusted with flirtation than she ever was in her
life!" I interrupted, with impatience. "Why do you misrepresent Louie,
Lady Waterville? You know she is sick of the band, and the pier, and
all the seaside nonsense, and heartily glad to be at home again!"
Lady Waterville gave a sleepy little laugh, and sank back upon the
cushions of her chair. In the next minute, she was snoring audibly;
and Ronald and I were as much left to ourselves as if she had been in
another room.
He drew nearer to my side as I sat in the glow of the firelight. There
was a shaded lamp on a distant table, and the drawing-room was but
dimly illuminated that evening. But the flickering flames revealed the
lines on his face, and lit up the melancholy eyes that sought mine with
a troubled gaze.
"I have been very lonely, Louie."
Is there any woman who can hear this confession from a man, and refrain
from pitying him? Women are themselves accustomed to loneliness, and
to many of them it is only another word for peace. We are not, as
a rule, so sociably inclined as men; we can be content with a soft
chair, a book, and the unfailing cup of tea, when a man will pine for
companionship, and go out of doors, in rain or wind, to seek the face
of a friend. I had learnt from Ronald's letters that he had missed me,
but when we came face to face again, I knew, for the first time, that
his yearning had become an absolute pain.
I could not find words to say to him at that moment; but involuntarily
my hand touched his, and was seized and held in a close clasp. My eyes
were fixed upon the fire; but they saw visions of an Eden, sunlit and
glorious, full of granted desires and realised dreams. Perhaps he, too,
saw the same vision, and rebelled all the more fiercely against his
cramped and fettered life.
"Are we never to be happy together?" he whispered, passionately. "Are
we to wait on and on, and let the best part of our lives go by? I have
only a poor home to offer you, Louie; but I will work for you, dear.
Will you come to me?"
Lady Waterville still slumbered peacefully; the large tabby cat kept up
a drowsy purr on the hearth-rug at my feet, and there was no one near
to utter a word of caution. Yet, in my own heart, a stern voice failed
not to make itself heard above all love's fervent pleadings; and for an
instant I paused, and listened to that inward warning. Then Ronald's
eyes met mine, and the bright vision of an Eden came back at once; I
should have been more than woman if I could have resisted its spell.
"I will come to you," I said, softly. And a brilliant flame shot
suddenly up from the neglected fire, and showed me all the joy and
triumph in his face.
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CHAPTER V.
RECOVERY.
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