England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Wives -- Fiction
Some gleams of afternoon sunshine were making their way into our
little parlour, and lighting up the ancient silver teapot and cream
jug which I had brought from my faraway home in the country. Poor
relics of peaceful maiden days, I looked at them now With misty eyes,
and thought of tea-drinkings with my girl friends, of my grandfather's
benevolent face, of the rustle of leaves outside the cottage, and the
scent of flowers that drifted in through open windows. And suddenly and
unreasonably, I was seized with a longing to return to the old place,
and see if I could find any of the old tranquillity lingering there.
But it is not to the past that we should go if we would find peace,
for there is never anything gained by running backward. I gave myself
a mental shaking, banished the sweet country visions and foolish
yearnings, and turned to Ronald with a smile.
"I will be as sanguine as you please," I said, brightly. "Forgive me,
dear, if I don't understand these City schemes. I am stupid sometimes,
and business matters always puzzle me. But I have often heard Lady
Waterville say that Mr. Greystock could help you if he liked, and if
you were willing to be helped."
"Ah, that was like Lady Waterville! She used to insinuate that I was
not willing to be helped."
"Oh, Ronald, she never insinuated things! And of course I always knew
that you were anxious to get on. If Mr. Greystock really means to
assist you now, I shall never cease thanking him."
"Of course he means to keep his word. Until to-day he has never made a
definite promise."
"Oh, then he has really promised?"
"Yes. It is a pity, Louie, that you call only believe in demonstrative
people. William Greystock is one of the most undemonstrative men on
earth; he always says less than he means, therefore you never give him
credit for any good intentions."
My quick temper rose at these words.
"I will believe in him, Ronald," I said, "when I have seen the fruit of
those good intentions."
He started up from the sofa, and began to pace angrily up and down the
little room.
Then I was sorry that I had spoken in a bitter tone. Only a few minutes
ago I had firmly resolved to make the very best of my life, and avoid
the slightest approach to a quarrel. And yet, here we were, on the very
verge of warfare again!
There was an uncomfortable pause. I poured out tea, and gently pushed
a cup towards him; but he took no notice of the action. Stopping in
his walk, he stood leaning against the mantelpiece, his hands in his
pockets, and his eyes looking out into space. At that moment I saw his
resemblance to the portrait of Inez, as I had never seen it before.
"Ronald,—" I began, timidly.
"Don't pursue the subject, Louie," he said, in a cold tone. "I shall
never ask you to believe in my friend's intentions again, nor will I
trouble you with any of my plans for the future."
The words fell on my heart like drops of icy rain.
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