England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Wives -- Fiction
Later on, when perhaps it is a woman's bitter lot to find that her
self-abnegation was all in vain, there may come to her some passionate
regrets for the squandered strength and the wasted devotion. But even
then (if that devotion has been of the purest kind), I think that her
life is not so poor as the lives of some of her wiser sisters, who have
never loved well enough to lavish anything. Moreover, I believe it is
impossible for a woman of the best type to exhaust the store-house of
her affections. Like the widow's cruse of oil, it is ever replenished
by some unseen power.
In the course of the next day, there came an affectionate little note
from Marian, asking us to dine at her aunt's house in Curzon Street,
and fixing an early date. Ronald's face brightened at the invitation.
"We have been living like two hermits," he said. "It's time that we saw
a little more of the world. Not that I am tired of your society, Louie;
but I'm afraid I shall bore you awfully if you never see any one else,
and I like this friend of yours; she is worth knowing."
I, too, was well pleased, although my pleasure was considerably damped
by the consciousness of having to wear an old gown. Marian was, I knew,
incapable of any unkindly criticism; but other eyes might look less
indulgently on my old frock. Sixpences and shillings were very precious
in these days, and I shrank even from purchasing the cheap lace that
could be converted into an adornment for the neck and bosom of my
well-worn black satin.
"What is the matter, little woman? Why are you looking so grave?" my
husband demanded, when the day came.
"Oh, I was thinking about dress," I answered, incautiously. "I am so
shabby, you know."
His brow darkened.
"What a nuisance poverty is!" he said, in an impatient tone. "It's hard
that my wife can't dine out without worrying herself to death about the
state of a gown. I should like to deck you in diamonds, Louie, but—"
He paused, and the very mention of diamonds sent a strange thrill of
remembrance through my brain. When had we ever had anything to do with
diamonds? And yet I was haunted by a vague notion that I had once seen
myself glittering with splendid gems. So vivid was this impression
that I forgot all about my old black silk, and sat staring into space,
wondering from what source this phantom of memory had been produced.
"I recollect now," I said, with a little laugh. "One night, soon after
we came here, you were lying asleep, and I was sewing by your bedside.
It was late; I dropped into a doze, and dreamed that I was standing
before a glass, with diamonds flashing on my head and neck. You can't
imagine how clear the dream was, Ronald. At this moment I can scarcely
believe that it was only a dream. It seems as if I had verily handled
and worn those diamonds."
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