England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Wives -- Fiction
Then I composed myself, laid aside my bonnet, and set about my task
in right earnest. As I proceeded, I could not help feeling a certain
amount of womanly satisfaction in my own skill; the ruffled lace looked
delicate and creamy when I arranged it about my neck, and surveyed
myself in the glass.
Nurse came to me, late in the afternoon, and insisted on brushing my
thick hair with her own hands, and twisting it up in sunny coils,
in a fashion which could not have been improved upon. We both tried
valiantly to persuade ourselves that the black silk gown looked very
well indeed; we even decided that it was a mistake for silk to be too
lustrous and new; and as to the fichu of creamy lace, it called forth
cries of rapturous admiration. Nurse walked backward to get the full
effect of me, and fell to gesticulating wildly in her efforts to make
me understand how well I looked.
But although her honest flattery was very sweet, I knew that it was a
changed face that I saw reflected in the glass; a face which lacked
the softness of contour, and freshness of colouring, which are the
chief charms of youth. The springtide of life was gone. Instead of the
Louie of old days, I beheld a pale, fragile little woman, with pathetic
eyes, that seemed to have grown larger and darker of late, and lips
that quivered painfully with any passing emotion. This was what my
love-match had made of me.
"Don't you recollect the parties at the rectory, ma'am?" said nurse,
still hovering round me. "And the white muslin with the red spots,
that you looked so nice in? And the curate, who was that silly about
you that we used to fear for his poor brain? And Farmer Danby's son
a-capering whenever you came in his way? Capering Danby was his name
from one end of the village to the other, and yet he was as still a man
as one could wish to see, till you turned his head. Not that you ever
trifled with him, Miss Louie; that was far from you, ma'am. But you
captivated him, innocent-like; and the simple soul was never the same
again."
While the old woman talked, I called up a vision of my old country
home, and the rustic swains whose antics had amused me in those early
days. The scent of fields full of long grass, came drifting back; the
young roses were in bloom on our cottage walls; the lanes leading to
the rectory were fragrant with a wealth of hawthorn blossoms. I was a
girl again, with a girl's unawakened heart and childish fancies, like
the little princess in a fairy tale, standing among leafy ways and
watching for the prince's coming.
Then the clock of St. Peter's struck six, and I heard a well-known
knock which brought me back to the realities of my present life. The
prince had come indeed; and the poor little shabby princess must get
out his evening suit, and lay his fresh linen on the bed, all ready for
the royal wearer.
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