England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Wives -- Fiction
"Yes; Greystock made me go in and speak to her. She was very glad to
see me, I believe; but of course she maundered on about our wickedness
in getting married. I saw that Ida Lorimer was laughing quietly behind
her."
"Oh, was Miss Lorimer there?"
I put the question with all possible calmness, but the blood rushed
into my cheeks, making them burn intolerably for a moment. I took care
that he should not see my face.
"Yes; she is often there," he replied. "Greystock is a great ally of
hers; and he has persuaded her to take pity on the old soul in her
loneliness. Lady Waterville was really fond of you, Louie. She misses
you so much that she can't help being bitter."
"She used to be very good to me," I said, with a sigh.
"Everybody would be good to you, little woman, if you would let them.
But you take far too gloomy a view of people, and of life in general;
and your face is getting to wear a settled look of melancholy. Lady
Waterville asked, quite maliciously, if you were not rather dismal
now-a-days?"
"How did she know I was dismal?" inquired, with a desperate effort to
be composed.
"Well, I suppose she questioned Ida. You know, my dear girl, you looked
like a mute at a funeral when you dined at Mrs. Baldock's. I don't know
what possessed you."
I felt that all the burning colour had deserted my cheeks; they were
cold and white enough now. So Ida Lorimer had been making scornful
remarks about me, and my husband had agreed with all that she had said!
I sat down again in my place at the table, and presently the maid came
in with chops, which had been cooked for our landlord, and were now
placed before Ronald. He began to eat with good appetite, although the
fare was plain; and it was clear that he had not noticed the effect of
his words.
"Why can't you cheer up, Louie?" he said, after a pause. "Why will you
persist in giving people the impression that you are a wretched wife? I
know we have had our troubles, pet, but they are over now, and better
days are coming. You are growing as thin as a lath, and you 'gang like
a ghaist.' What can be done with you?"
There was an undertone of impatience running through the apparent
kindness of his words. I sat desperately trying to swallow scraps of
mutton, which seemed as tasteless as if I had been eating in a dream.
He was expecting a reply, and by-and-by I spoke in a choked voice.
"I am not very strong, Ronald; but as to giving people the impression
that I am wretched, that can hardly be done; I am not often seen. Of
course I don't appear to advantage beside a woman who has never had
anything but prosperity."
"Oh, you mean Ida Lorimer. Well, you see, she doesn't take things to
heart as you do."
"That I can quite believe, Ronald. Indeed, I think it is doubtful
whether she has any heart at all."
"That's what the sentimental women always say of the matter-of-fact
ones," he remarked, laughing.
Where was my good angel at that moment? Out leaped the sharp retort,
swift as lightning.
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