England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Wives -- Fiction
"It matters a great deal what Greystock thinks," he answered, with
a frown that told of gathering wrath. "I don't want my friends to
think strange things of my wife. You say that you have accepted the
invitation, and so the affair is settled. Pray don't take offence at my
timely counsels; they am well meant, and greatly needed."
I started up, sharply stung by the unkind words. And then in the
next moment, the flame of anger suddenly died in my heart, and I was
conscious only of my miserable weakness and loneliness. Unawares, a
little wailing cry escaped from my lips, and I sank helplessly into a
chair, and wept quiet tears.
So bitter was my sorrow that it did not comfort me even to feel
Ronald's hand on my shoulder, and hear his voice saying soothing
words in my ear. We might make up this difference as we had made up
others, but our innermost selves could not be changed. I did not want
to quarrel; of all the silly things in this world, a quarrel between
married people seemed to me the silliest and most useless. Wedlock (as
I once heard a cynic say) is an iron chain covered with velvet, and
those couples only are wise who keep the soft covering on the chain.
As for me, I loved my fetters, and felt that my heart would break with
the breaking of a single link. But I feared that Ronald had already
caught a glimpse of the iron under the velvet, and had begun to sigh
for release.
"Don't cry, Louie," he was saying, penitently. "You do make me feel
myself such a brute when you take to weeping. And, really, you have
wept so much lately, that we seem to be always living in a damp
atmosphere. Why shouldn't we bask in the sun sometimes? Look up, dear,
and tell me that you will try to be bright."
He might as well have commanded a dying woman to make an effort to
live. All that I could do was to wipe away the tears, and struggle
feebly to produce a smile.
"Never mind me, Ronald," I answered, seeing the disappointed look in
his face. "I shall get stronger and wiser by-and-by. Sit there, in your
favourite corner of the sofa, and sing and play. That will do me more
good than anything else."
He needed no second bidding; the guitar, as usual, was close at hand,
and he began to touch it with loving fingers.
"What shall I sing?" he asked. "I know; it shall be your own song,
'Sweetheart, sweetheart,'—I like it better than any you have ever
written."
"Yes," I said, eagerly; "I would rather hear that than anything else."
But even while I spoke, I remembered the days when I wrote those
lines—days full of thankfulness, brightened by an intense belief in the
immutability of our love.
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