"It's me as oughter be a-standin' agin the door," he said. "It's me!
I knowed every word of the first part of what ye've told me,
Louisianny. I've been so sot on ye thet I've got into a kinder
noticin' way with ye, an' I guessed it out. I seen it in yer face when
ye stood thar tryin' to laugh on the porch while them people was
a-waitin'. 'Twa'n't no nat'ral gal's laugh ye laughed, and when ye
thought I wasn't a-noticin' I was a-noticin' an' a-thinkin' all the
time. But I seen more than was thar, honey, an' I didn't do ye
jestice--an' I've ben punished fer it. It come agin me like a
slungshot. I ses to myself, 'She's ashamed o' _me_! It's _me_ she's
ashamed of--an' she wants to pass me off fer a stranger!'"
The girl drew off from him a little and looked up into his face
wonderingly.
"You thought that!" she said. "And never told me--and humored me,
and----"
"I'd oughter knowed ye better," he said; "but I've suffered fer it,
Louisianny. I ses to myself, 'All the years thet we've ben sot on each
other an' nussed each other through our little sick spells, an' keered
fer each other, lies gone fer nothin'. She wants to pass me off fer a
stranger.' Not that I blamed ye, honey. Lord! I knowed the
difference betwixt us! _I_'d knowed it long afore you did. But
somehow it warn't eggsakly what I looked fer an' it was kinder hard on
me right at the start. An' then the folks went away an' ye didn't go
with 'em, an' thar was somethin' workin' on ye as I knowed ye wasn't
ready to tell me about. An' I sot an' steddied it over an' watched ye,
an' I prayed some, an' I laid wake nights a-steddyin'. An' I made up
my mind thet es I'd ben the cause o' trouble to ye I'd oughter try an'
sorter balance the thing. I allers 'lowed parents hed a duty to their
child'en. An' I ses, 'Thar's some things thet kin be altered an' some
thet cayn't. Let's alter them es kin!'"
She remembered the words well, and now she saw clearly the dreadful
pain they had expressed; they cut her to her soul.
"Oh! father," she cried. "How could you?"
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