"I will wait," she thought, "until she is more at her ease with me."
She really was more at her ease already. Just this one little scrap of
conversation had done that. She became almost affectionate in a shy
way before they reached the dining-room.
"I want to ask you something," she said, as they neared the door.
"What is it?"
She held Miss Ferrol back with a light clasp on her arm. Her air was
quite tragic in a small way.
"Please say 'Louise,' when you speak to me," she said. "Never say
'Miss Louisiana'--never--never!"
"No, I shall never say 'Miss Louisiana,'" her companion answered. "How
would you like 'Miss Rogers?'"
"I would rather have 'Louise,'" she said, disappointedly.
"Well," returned Miss Ferrol, "'Louise' let it be."
And "Louise" it was thenceforward. If she had not been so pretty, so
innocent, and so affectionate and humble a young creature, she might
have been troublesome at times (it occurred to Olivia Ferrol), she
clung so pertinaciously to their chance acquaintanceship; she was so
helpless and desolate if left to herself, and so inordinately glad to
be taken in hand again. She made no new friends,--which was perhaps
natural enough, after all. She had nothing in common with the young
women who played ten-pins and croquet and rode out in parties with
their cavaliers. She was not of them, and understood them as little as
they understood her. She knew very well that they regarded her with
scornful tolerance when they were of the ill-natured class, and with
ill-subdued wonder when they were amiable. She could not play ten-pins
or croquet, nor could she dance.
"What are the men kneeling down for, and why do they keep stopping to
put on those queer little caps and things?" she whispered to Miss
Ferrol one night.
"They are trying to dance a German," replied Miss Ferrol, "and the man
who is leading them only knows one figure."
As for the riding, she had been used to riding all her life; but no one
asked her to join them, and if they had done so she would have been too
wise,--unsophisticated as she was,--to accept the invitation. So where
Miss Ferrol was seen she was seen also, and she was never so happy as
when she was invited into her protector's room and allowed to spend the
morning or evening there. She would have been content to sit there
forever and listen to Miss Ferrol's graphic description of life in the
great world: The names of celebrated personages made small impression
upon her. It was revealed gradually to Miss Ferrol that she had
private doubts as to the actual existence of some of them, and the rest
she had never heard of before.
"You never read 'The Scarlet Letter?'" asked her instructress upon one
occasion.
She flushed guiltily.
"No," she answered. "Nor--nor any of the others."
Miss Ferrol gazed at her silently for a few moments. Then she asked
her a question in a low voice, specially mellowed, so that it might not
alarm her.
"Do you know who John Stuart Mill is?" she said.
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