Christopher had no mother or sister, and as long as he could remember seemed to have been by himself with males--uncles who brought him up, clerics who prepared him for school, again uncles with whom he played golf and spent the festivals of the year, Christmas, Easter, and Whitsuntide; and here in his rooms Lewes was waiting, always Lewes, making profound and idiotic comments on everything, and wanting to sit up half the night and reason. Reason! He was sick of reason. He wanted some one he could be romantic with, and sentimental with, and poetic, and--yes, religious with, if he felt like it, without having to feel ashamed. And how extraordinarily he wanted to touch--to touch lovely soft surfaces, to feel, to be warm and close up. He had had enough of this sterile, starved life with Lewes. Three years of it he had had, ever since he left Balliol,--three years of coming back in the evenings and finding Lewes, who hardly ever went out at night, sunk deep in his chair, smoking in the same changeless position, his feet up on the chimney-piece, lean, dry, horribly intelligent; and they would talk and talk, and inquire and inquire, and when they talked of love and women--and of course they sometimes talked of love and women--Lewes would bring out views which Christopher, whose views they used to be too, only he had forgotten that, considered, now that he had come to know Catherine, as so much--the word was his--tripe. He shut the door as quietly as possible, intending to go straight to bed and avoid Lewes for that evening at least. He had been injudicious enough after the first time he sat next to Catherine and made friends with her to tell Lewes about it when he got back, and to tell him with what he quickly realised was unnecessary warmth; and naturally after that Lewes asked him from time to time how things were developing. Christopher almost immediately left off liking this, and liked it less and less as he liked Catherine more and more; and among many other things he afterwards regretted having told Lewes in the excitement of that first discovery, was that she was the woman one dreams of. ‘No woman is ever the woman one dreams of,’ said Lewes, who was thirty, so knew. ‘You wait till you’ve seen her, old man,’ Christopher said, nettled; though it was just the sort of thing he had freely said himself up to the day before. ‘My dear chap--see her? I?’ Lewes made a fatigued gesture with his pipe. ‘I thought you long ago realised that I’m through with women,’ he said. ‘That’s because you don’t know any,’ said Christopher, who wasn’t liking Lewes at that moment. Lewes gazed at him with mild surprise. ‘Not know any?’ he repeated. ‘Not intimately. Not any decent ones intimately.’ Lewes continued to gaze. ‘I thought,’ he said presently, with patient mildness, ‘you knew I have a mother and sisters.’