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Lewes went. He sighed to himself as he pushed his books aside, seeing in
this break-up of his afternoon a further extension of the Cumfrit
clutches. Poor Chris. He was in the bliss-stage now, the merest glance
at his face showed it; but--Lewes, besides being a highly promising
political economist, was also attached to the poets--
Full soon his soul would have her earthly freight,
And widows lie upon him with a weight
Heavy as frost....
Alas, alas, how could he have committed such a profanity? Lewes loathed
himself. The woman, of course, goading him,--Mrs. Cumfrit. And his
feeling towards a woman who could lower him to parody a beautiful poem
became as icily hostile as Adam’s ought to have been to Eve after she
had lowered him to the eating of half the apple; instead of which the
inexperienced man was weak, and let himself be inveigled into doing that
which had ultimately produced himself, Chris, and Mrs. Cumfrit.
Adam and Chris, reflected Lewes, sadly going to the club where they
played, and not speaking a word the whole way, were alike in this that
they neither of them could do without a woman. And always, whenever
there was a woman, trouble began; sooner or later trouble began. Or, if
not actual trouble, what a deadly, what a disintegrating dulness.
Lewes knew from his friend’s face, from the way he walked, from the
sound of his voice, and presently also from the triumphant quickness and
accuracy with which he beat him at squash, that something he considered
marvellous had happened to him that day. What had the widow consented
to? Neither of them now ever mentioned her; and if he, Lewes, said the
least thing about either women or love,--and being so deep in Donne and
wanting to discuss him it was difficult not to mention these two
disturbers of a man’s peace--if ever he said the least thing about them,
his poor friend at once began talking, very loud and most unnaturally,
on subjects such as the condition of the pavement in Wyndham Place, or
the increasing number of chocolate-coloured omnibuses in the streets.
Things like that. Stupid things, about which he said more stupid things.
And he used to be so intelligent, so vivid-minded. It was calamitous.
‘Shall we go and dine somewhere together to-night, old man?’ he couldn’t
resist suggesting, as Christopher walked back with him, more effulgent
than ever after the satisfaction of his triumphant exercise, and
chatting gaily on topics that neither of them cared twopence for. Just
to see what he would say, Lewes asked him.
‘I can’t to-night,’ said Christopher, suddenly very short.
‘<i>The Immortal Hour</i> again, I suppose,’ ventured Lewes after a pause,
trying to sound airy.
‘No,’ snapped Christopher. ‘I’m dining out.’
And Lewes, silenced, resigned, and melancholy, gave up.
V
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