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She smiled. ‘No, of course not,’ she said; and for a moment she forgot
his misconceptions, and patted his arm reassuringly, because he looked
so anxious. ‘You’re giving me a lovely treat. We’re going to enjoy our
evening thoroughly,’ she said.
‘And what are you giving <i>me</i>?’ he said--how adorable of her to pat him;
and yet, and yet--if she had been shy she wouldn’t have. ‘Aren’t you
giving me the happiest evening of my whole life?’
‘Oh,’ she said, shaking her head, ‘we mustn’t talk on different levels.
When I say something ordinary you mustn’t answer’--she laughed--‘with a
shout. If you do, the conversation will be trying.’
‘But how can I help what you call shouting when I’m with you at last,
after having starved, starved----’
‘Oh,’ she interrupted quickly, putting her hands up to her ears, ‘you
wouldn’t like it, would you, if I went deaf?’
He must go slower. He knew he must. But how go slower? He must hold on
to himself tightly. But how? How? And in another minute they would be
shut up close and alone in one of those infernal taxis.... Perhaps they
had better go by tube; yet that seemed a poor way of taking a woman out
to dinner. No, he couldn’t possibly do that. Better risk the taxi, and
practise self-control.
‘You know,’ she said when they were in it,--fortunately it was a very
fast one and would soon get there--‘only a few days ago you used to sit
at <i>The Immortal Hour</i> all quiet and good, and never say anything except
intelligent things about Celts. Now you don’t mention Celts, and don’t
seem a bit really intelligent. What has happened to you?’
‘You have,’ he said.
‘That can’t be true,’ she reasoned, ‘for I haven’t seen you for nearly a
week.’
‘That’s why,’ he said. ‘But look here, I don’t want to say things
that’ll make you stop your ears up again, and I certainly shall if we
don’t talk about something quite--neutral.’
‘Well, let’s. What is neutral enough?’ she smiled.
‘I don’t believe there’s anything,’ he said, thinking a moment. ‘There’s
nothing that wouldn’t lead me back instantly to you. There’s nothing in
the whole world that doesn’t make me think of you. Why, just the paving
stones--you walked on them. Just the shop-windows--Catherine has looked
into these. Just the streets--she has passed this way. Now don’t, don’t
stop up your ears--please don’t. Do listen. You see, you fill the
world--oh <i>don’t</i> put your fingers in your ears----’
‘I wasn’t going to,’ she said. ‘I was only just thinking that I believe
I’m going to have a headache.’
‘A headache?’
‘One of my headaches.’
‘Oh no--not really?’
He was aghast.
‘You’ll be all right when you’ve had some food,’ he said. ‘Are they bad?
Do you get bad ones?’
‘Perhaps if we don’t talk for a little while----’ she murmured,
shutting her eyes.
He went as dumb as a fish. His evening ... it would be too awful if it
were spoiled, if she had to go home....
She sat in her corner, her eyes tight shut.
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