London (England) -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; May-December romances -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction
There they sat together, after dining together, and there before her
eyes on the stage was a lesson going on in how most beautifully to make
love. He knew she always thrilled to that scene. Did she, he wondered,
even vaguely take the lesson to heart? Did she at all, even dimly,
think, ‘How marvellous to do that too’? Well, he would bring her
steadily to this place, not leave it to chance any more, but go and
fetch her and bring her to seats taken beforehand, bring her till it did
get through to her consciousness that here was not only an exquisite
thing to watch other people doing, but to go home and do oneself. How
long would it take to get her to that stage? He felt so flaming with
will, so irresistible in his determination, that he never doubted she
would get there; but it might take rather a long time, he thought,
glancing sideways at the little untouchable, ungetatable thing, sitting
so close to him and yet so completely removed. If once she loved him, if
once he could make her begin to love him, then he felt certain she would
love him wonderfully, with a divine extravagance.... He would make her.
He could make her. She wouldn’t be able to resist such a great flame of
love as his.
When it was over she said she wanted to walk home.
‘You can’t walk, it’s too far,’ he said; and signalled to a taxi.
She took no notice of the taxi, and said they would walk part of the
way, and then pick up an omnibus.
‘But you’re tired, you’re tired--you can’t,’ he implored; for what a
finish to his evening, to trudge through slums and then be jolted in a
public conveyance. If only it were raining, if only it weren’t such an
odiously dry fine night!
‘I’m not tired,’ she said, while the merciless lights outside the
theatre made her look tired to ghastliness, ‘and I want to walk through
the old Bloomsbury squares. Then we can get an omnibus in Tottenham
Court Road. See,’ she finished, smiling up at him, ‘how well I know the
ropes of the poor.’
‘What I see is how badly you need some one to take care of you,’ he
said, obliged to do what she wanted, and slouching off beside her, while
she seemed to be walking very fast because she took two steps to his
one.
‘Mrs. Mitcham takes the most careful care of me.’
‘Oh--Mrs. Mitcham. I mean some one with authority. The authority of
love.’
There was a pause. Then Catherine said softly, ‘I’ve had such a pleasant
evening, such a charming evening, and I should hate it to end up with
one of my headaches.’
‘Why? Why?’ he asked, at once anxious. ‘Do you feel like that again?’
‘I do rather.’
‘Then you’ll certainly go home in a taxi,’ he said, looking round for
one.
‘Oh, no--a taxi would be fatal,’ she said quickly, catching his arm as
he raised it to wave to a distant rank. ‘They shake me so. I shall be
all right if we walk along--quietly, not talking much.’
‘Poor little thing,’ he said looking down at her, flooded with
tenderness and drawing her hand through his arm.
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