London (England) -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; May-December romances -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction
Again she flushed hotly, wondering what Stephen, tranquilly eating eggs,
would say if he knew.
But even if he had been looking at her, his mother-in-law might have
flushed the vividest red and he wouldn’t have seen it, because it is not
what one expects of mothers-in-law. They are not women, of like emotions
to oneself, they are institutions. And if she to him seemed like an
institution, he to her seemed oddly like a public building. A museum; a
temple; a great, cool place through whose echoing emptiness one
wandered. On a hot day, what a relief. These last days for Catherine had
been hot--hot, and disturbing; and she did find it refreshing to sit
like this among Stephen’s shadows. Presently her thoughts faded dim and
quiet. Christopher’s image faded dim and quiet. Presently in the
accustomed atmosphere--George’s atmosphere too had been a quiet one--she
paled down till she matched it. By the end of the meal she was like a
mouse, a grey mouse the colour of her surroundings, sitting unassumingly
nibbling its food.
‘<i>For these and all Thy blessings</i>----’ said Stephen, towering tall and
lean over the empty egg-dish, his eyes closed, his hands folded, his
voice sounding as if it came out of somewhere hollow.
‘<i>Amen</i>,’ murmured Catherine with propriety.
Yes--it was soothing; it was what one knew.
And the evening in the drawing-room continued to soothe. He sat in what
had been George’s chair on one side of the small fire, and she sat on
the big sofa facing him. So had she and George sat when she had come up
from Chickover to go out with him to some unavoidable festivity. If
George could, he avoided festivities; and she, born with that spirit of
adaptability which made her so pleasant to live with, born with that
fortunate and convenient disposition which squeezed its happiness out of
acquiescences, out of what she had, rather than waiting to be happy when
she should have got something else, had gladly shared in his desire to
avoid them. But if they were not avoidable, then she cheerfully came up
to London and supported him; and afterwards, when whatever it was they
had been to was over, with what a sigh of satisfaction did George sink
into his chair before going to bed and rest his eyes on his Catherine
sitting opposite him. He didn’t even like her to take up the evening
paper and glance at the headlines, so much did he love to have her whole
attention. Never did any one listen as sweetly as his Catherine. It was
the best conversation he ever had, George considered, this talk to
Catherine who so sweetly listened. Now she sat opposite Stephen, and
Stephen gazed at the fire and hardly spoke, so that even her talent for
listening was able to rest. Peace, perfect peace, she thought, her head
in the cushions and her eyes inclined to shut.
At nine o’clock Stephen looked at his watch. He had been prepared to
take it out, look at it, exclaim that time had flown, get up, and go.
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