London (England) -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; May-December romances -- Fiction; Theater -- Fiction
He was in the taxi in a flash. ‘I was so hoping you’d say that,’ he
said, pulling the door to with such vigour that a shower of raindrops
jerked off the top of the window-frame on to her dress.
These he had to wipe off, which he did with immense care, and a
handkerchief that deplorably was not one of his new ones. She sat
passive while he did it, going over the evening’s performance, pointing
out, describing, reminding, and he, as he dried, told himself definitely
that he had had enough of <i>The Immortal Hour</i>. She must stop, she must
stop. He must talk to her, must find out more about her. He was burning
to know more about her before the infernally fast taxi arrived at her
home. And she would do nothing, as they bumped furiously along, but
quote and ecstasise.
That was a good word, he thought, as it came into his head; and he was
so much pleased with it that he said it out loud. ‘I wish you wouldn’t
<i>ecstasise</i>,’ he said. ‘Not now. Not for the next few minutes.’
‘Ecstasise?’ she repeated, wondering.
‘Aren’t your shoes wet? Crossing that soaking pavement? I’m sure they
must be wet----’
And he reached down and began to wipe their soles too with his
handkerchief.
She watched him a little surprised, but still passive. This was what it
was to be young. One squandered a beautiful clean handkerchief on a
woman’s dirty shoes without thinking twice. She observed the thickness
of his hair as he bent over her shoes. She had forgotten how thick the
hair of the young could be, having now for so long only contemplated
heads that were elderly.
To him in the half darkness of the taxi she looked really exactly like
the dream, the warm, round, cosy, delicious dream lonely devils like
himself were always dreaming, forlornly hugging their pillows. And as
for her feet--he abruptly left off drying them. The next thing he felt
he would be doing would be kneeling down and kissing them, and he was
afraid she mightn’t like that, and be angry with him, and never let him
see her again.
‘You’ve spoilt your handkerchief,’ she remarked, as he put it, all
muddy, into his pocket.
‘I don’t look at it like that,’ he said, staring straight out of the
front windows, and sitting up very stiff and away in his corner because
he didn’t trust himself, and was mortally afraid of not behaving.
It was now quite evident to Christopher that he was in love, deeply in
love. He felt very happy about it, because for the first time he was, as
he put it, in love properly. All the other times had been so odious,
leaving him making such wry faces. And he had longed and longed to be in
love--properly, with somebody intelligent and educated as well as
adorable. These three: but the greatest of these was the being adorable.
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