Great Britain -- History -- Medieval period, 1066-1485 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
With a beating of wings and a discordant clamour, a screech-owl buffeted
the casement. A lamp still burnt beneath the crucifix; the glow had
beaconed the bird out of the night. Starting up with a shiver of fear,
she quenched the lamp, and crept back to bed. The darkness seemed to
smother her like a cloak; the silence took to ghostly whisperings; a
death-watch clicked against the wall.
The night crawled on like a funeral cortège. Baffled, outfaced,
sleepless, she rose from her tumbled bed, and paced the room as in a
fever. Still wakefulness and a thousand dishevelled thoughts that hung
about her like her snoodless hair. Again and again, she heard the
distant whirr and rattle of wheels, the clangour of the wire, as the
antique clock in Fulviac’s chamber smote away the hours of night. Each
echo of the sound seemed to spur to the quick her wavering resolution.
Time was flying, jostling her thoughts as in a mill race. With the
dawn, the Lord Flavian would die.
Anon she flung the casement wide and stared out into the night. A calm
breeze moved amid the masses of ivy, and played upon her face. She
bared her breast to its breath, and stood motionless with head thrown
back, her white throat glimmering amid her hair. Below, the sombre
multitudes of the trees showed dim and ghostly, deep with mystery. A
vague wind stirred the branches; the dark void swirled with unrest,
breaking like a midnight sea upon a cliff. A few straggling stars
peeped through the lattice of the sky.
She leant against the sill, rested her chin upon her palms, and brooded.
Thoughts, fierce, passionate, and clamorous, came crying like gusts of
wind through a ruined house. Death and dead faces, blood, the yawn of
sepulchres, life and the joy of it, all these passed as visions of fire
before her fancy. Vengeance and pity agonised her soul. She answered
yea and nay with the same breath; condemned and pardoned with
contradicting zeal. Youth lifted up its face to her, piteous and
beautiful. Death reached out a rattling hand into her bosom.
Presently, a far glow began to creep into the sky; a gradual greyness
absorbed the shadows of the night. The day was dawning. From the
forest, the trembling orisons of the birds thrilled like golden light
into the air. Unutterable joy seemed to flood forth from the piping
throats. Even the trees seemed to quiver to the sound. With a rush of
bitter passion, she closed the casement, cast herself upon her bed, and
strove to pray.
Again came the impotent groping into nothingness. A dense mist seemed
to rise betwixt her soul and the white face of the Madonna. Aspiration
lessened like an afterglow, and dissolved away into a dark void of
doubt. Prayer eluded her; the utterances of her heart died in a
miserable endeavour, and she could not think.
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