Great Britain -- History -- Medieval period, 1066-1485 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"You have risked your life and my honour long enough," she said, "I am
going back to the cliff."
"And I with you, as far as the stairway."
"To the threshold of death."
"What care I if I tread it at your side?"
She turned homewards with obstinate intent, and the mild hauteur of a
good woman. The man followed her, went with her step for step, looking
in her face.
"Hear my confession," he said; "you shall have it before you leave me.
For the sake of your honour, I hold my soul by the collar. But--but, I
shall win liberty, liberty. When I am free, ah, girl, girl, I shall
flash golden wings in the face of the sun. I shall soar to you that I
may look into your eyes, that I may touch your hands, and breathe the
warm summer of your soul. I want God, I want purity, I want the Eternal
peace, I want your heart. I have said the whole; think of me what you
will."
Twilight had gathered; all the violet calmness of the night came down
upon the world. Under the shadows of the tall trees, the girl was
deeply stirred beyond her own compassion. She halted, hesitated, went
suddenly near the man with her face turned heavenwards like a new-spread
flower. Her eyes were very wistful, and she spoke almost in a whisper.
"You have told me the whole truth, you have shown me your whole soul?"
"As I serve you, madame, I have kept nothing back."
"Ah, messire, I will speak to you the truth in turn. God be merciful to
me, but you have come strangely near my heart. These are bitter words
for my soul. Ah, messire, if you have any honour for me, trust me that I
aspire to heaven. I cannot suffer you to come deeper into my life."
The man held out his hands.
"Why, why?"
"Because in following me, you go innocently to your death."
He lifted up his arms, and leapt into heroics like an Apollo leaping
into a blood-red sky.
"What care I; you speak in riddles; can I fear death?"
"Messire, messire, it is the woman who fears. I tell you this, because,
because--God help me----"
She fled away, but that night he did not follow her.
XIX
As a wind sweeps clamorous into a wood, so Modred and his fellows,
household knights, streamed into the great hall of Avalon, where the
Lord Flavian sat at supper. Bearers of angry steel, fulminators of
vengeance, vociferous, strong, they poured in through the screens like a
mill race, bearing a tossed and impotent figure in their midst. Their
swords yelped and flashed over this bruised fragment of humanity.
A gauntlet of steel was dashed often into the white face. Hands clawed
his collar, clutched his body. Dragged, jerked onwards, buffeted,
beaten to his knees, he sank down before the Lord Flavian’s chair, blood
streaming from his mouth and nostrils, specking his white habit,
drabbling the floor. Then only did the flashing, growling circle recede
like waves from a fallen rock.
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