Love in a Mask; Or, Imprudence and HappinessBalzac, Honoré de
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Love in a Mask; Or, Imprudence and Happiness
Balzac, Honoré de
French fiction -- Translations into English
At the sight of her daughter she felt her dearer to her than ever; she
detected a likeness hitherto unnoticed, and new kisses, fonder than the
first, were the result of this discovery.
More lonely now than she had ever been, Mme. de Roselis spent the
summer watching the daily progress of her darling babe; every month it
grew in beauty and in intelligence. Elinor was charmed; yet frequently
she would have been glad to find at her side some one who could share
her maternal enthusiasm.
"It is sad, after all," she said to herself, "to have nobody with me
who can enter into my happiness and share it with me. I suppose," she
went on, with a sigh that her pride promptly stifled, "only a father
could take pleasure in these childish things. And even so, who knows,
but afterwards, a despotic lord and master might hinder my plans for
bringing her up, and his rigid strictness--Ah, but Léon would never be
despotic. He has a very gentle expression and a tender smile. He would
make a good father."
Then she remembered that he was far away, and exposed to all the
dangers of war; that he sought death, was perhaps already dead.
And Mme. de Roselis wrote for tidings from Spain, only regaining her
cheerful and proud mien when she learned that M. de Préval was in such
or such a town, and in good health.
As winter approached, her friends, unable to conceive what was the
attraction that kept her away alone, wrote urging her to come up to
town and stay with them again. But she could not make up her mind
as yet to leave her little Léonie again, for she loved her more
passionately every day, and, not caring to inform Mme. de Gernancé of
the child's existence, she made various excuses for postponing her
departure.
It was not until January that she finally went up to Paris. But all the
brilliant gaiety and pleasant parties that had so delighted her the
previous year now failed to interest her at all; they seemed tedious
and insipid. She returned home worn out, and discontented; felt lonely
when she got there, and began to wonder whether the independence that
she worshiped was not too frequently purchased at the price of an empty
heart and the dullness it involves.
Wearied by the persistent attentions of a crowd of triflers, who were
encouraged by her position, she told herself that she would have done
better to attach to her side one who would have rid her of the rest;
that in society an attractive and beautiful woman needs a protector who
will compel all others to respect her; and imperceptibly, the memory of
Léon became less indifferent to her.
Then, suddenly, there came tidings of fierce fighting in Spain.
In great alarm Elinor, filled with the gloomiest presentiments,
hastened to call on Mme. de B. She found her friends already occupied
with the subject that filled her thoughts, but what was her emotion
when, after mentioning the names of several officers who had perished
in the engagement, Mme. de B., turning to her, said:
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