Love in a Mask; Or, Imprudence and HappinessBalzac, Honoré de
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Love in a Mask; Or, Imprudence and Happiness
Balzac, Honoré de
French fiction -- Translations into English
These terrible words smote Elinor to the core. All the gaiety and fond
hope that she had brought with her to the ball were gone now. She
admitted the justice of the unexpected reproaches with which he had met
her advances, and in her humiliation, her courage and her strength both
deserted her.
Léon saw that she could scarcely stand, and he led her to a bench away
from the crowd, seating himself beside her. Fortunately, the pain she
was enduring found relief in tears.
"Ah, forgive me," said Léon, touched at the spectacle of her genuine
grief, "forgive me, O you whom I cannot understand. I am angry now with
myself for my misplaced harshness! Only, having received so many marks
of your indifference, could I expect to find you vulnerable?"
Then he pressed her to drop her mask, and allow him to see her home.
At first she was tempted to comply, and to reveal the face that would
instantly have disarmed him; but she dreaded a scene that might attract
all eyes to them, and a wish to put him to one more proof restrained
her. Drawing her hood down over her eyes, and disguising her voice more
carefully than ever, she said sadly:
"No, why take me home? The hour is late, and you have taught me
circumspection. Why remove my mask? Of what use to know a woman you can
no longer love? I can see why you are so cold. I know where you spent
your convalescence, and whose hands nursed you."
"Well, then, madame," said Léon, seriously, "you know also that my
gratitude could not possibly be too warm, or my admiration too high.
Yes, I do not deny it. In three months of the most endearing intimacy,
tended by a woman whose beauty was the least of her charms, a woman
sympathetic and reasonable, who unites the dignity proper to her sex
with that kindness of heart that is an ornament the more--could I fail
to appreciate so many lovable qualities? Could I ever forget her?"
Elinor, beside herself with joy at his words, felt that if she stayed
another moment she would betray herself in spite of her efforts. She
rose at once.
"Be happy then," she said. "Your happiness will be mine. I say no more
about myself. I ask nothing; you are free. But would you care to see
your daughter?"
"Would I, indeed! You cannot doubt it!"
"Then come and lunch with me tomorrow and you shall."
She gave him her address, but without adding her name.
"My people will know," she said. "They will show you in."
She left, deeply affected by what had passed.
"What would have become of me," she said to herself in terror, "what
should I have done, if I had never had the opportunity of winning his
esteem and his love in another aspect?"
XII
That night was spent by Léon in the greatest agitation.
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