Adventure stories, American; Fiction; Short stories; Western stories
He was awakened once from a faint by a wheeze close in his ear.
The wolf leaped lamely back, losing its footing and falling in its
weakness. It was ludicrous, but he was not amused. Nor was he even
afraid. He was too far gone for that. But his mind was for the moment
clear, and he lay and considered. The ship was no more than four miles
away. He could see it quite distinctly when he rubbed the mists out of
his eyes, and he could see the white sail of a small boat cutting the
water of the shining sea. But he could never crawl those four miles. He
knew that, and was very calm in the knowledge. He knew that he could
not crawl half a mile. And yet he wanted to live. It was unreasonable
that he should die after all he had undergone. Fate asked too much of
him. And, dying, he declined to die. It was stark madness, perhaps, but
in the very grip of Death he defied Death and refused to die.
He closed his eyes and composed himself with infinite precaution. He
steeled himself to keep above the suffocating languor that lapped
like a rising tide through all the wells of his being. It was very
like a sea, this deadly languor, that rose and rose and drowned his
consciousness bit by bit. Sometimes he was all but submerged, swimming
through oblivion with a faltering stroke; and again, by some strange
alchemy of soul, he would find another shred of will and strike out
more strongly.
Without movement he lay on his back, and he could hear, slowly drawing
near and nearer, the wheezing intake and output of the sick wolf's
breath. It drew closer, ever closer, through an infinitude of time, and
he did not move. It was at his ear. The harsh dry tongue grated like
sandpaper against his cheek. His hands shot out--or at least he willed
them to shoot out. The fingers were curved like talons, but they closed
on empty air. Swiftness and certitude require strength, and the man had
not this strength.
The patience of the wolf was terrible. The man's patience was no
less terrible. For half a day he lay motionless, fighting off
unconsciousness and waiting for the thing that was to feed upon him
and upon which he wished to feed. Sometimes the languid sea rose over
him and he dreamed long dreams; but ever through it all, waking and
dreaming, he waited for the wheezing breath and the harsh caress of the
tongue.
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