"If I was a picture-dealer," said Sam to himself, as he drove off with
his empty cab, thinking over this compliment, "I’d buy the whole
bloomin’ lot of pictures at a price that would ruin me rather than bring
tears to the eyes of that blessed little angel. It’s horsewhipping, or
else shooting, them dealers want, and I’d give it them if I was the
Government, I would, as sure as my name is Sam Austin."
*CHAPTER VIII.*
*NEW WORK FOR DORIS.*
Have hope, though clouds environ now,
And gladness hides her face in scorn:
Put thou the sadness from thy brow,
No night but hath its morn.
SCHILLER.
That was a dark time with Doris. Long afterwards she looked back upon
it as the hour of her deepest humiliation, when the tide of her life was
at its lowest ebb, and Giant Despair held out claw-like hands to seize
her for his own.
She was unsuccessful: the pictures she had thought so pretty were of no
commercial value, her only hope of making a living for herself, not to
mention her magnificent project of repaying Bernard Cameron some of the
money of which her father had robbed him, was completely destroyed. She
had no gift by means of which she could
Breast the blows of circumstance
And grapple with her evil star,
And make by force her merit known.
And she was friendless, except for the Austins, and alone in London;
moreover, she was absolutely penniless, nay, worse than that, she was in
debt, not having paid for her food and lodging for at least three weeks.
Going upstairs as quickly as possible, in order that she might escape
Mrs. Austin’s questions and even her sympathy, which just then she could
not bear, Doris entered her little room, and, locking the door, flung
herself on her knees by her bedside.
She had no words with which to beseech the intervention of the
All-Powerful; but words were not needed, her very attitude was a prayer,
her want of words a confession of the extremity of her need. It was
impossible for her to do anything more for herself. She knelt there and
waited for assistance.
Now it happened that Mrs. Austin, on an errand to her grocer’s, meeting
her son Sam, as he was driving away with his empty cab, learnt the truth
about Doris’s failure from him, greatly to her disappointment.
"Oh, poor dear young lady!" she cried, "what will she do now? Whatever
will she do now? Painting was the only thing she could do?"
"Well, she’ll have to do something else," said Sam, "since those
picture-dealers won’t ’ave her work."
"But what else can she do?" ejaculated Mrs. Austin in consternation.
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