He walked off quickly in the direction of the Temperate House, looking
closely at all those he met or passed upon the way. "I never see
Doris," he said to himself. "I never, never see her! She is not among
the workers in London, so far as I can find out--though certainly the
field is so vast that I have scarcely touched it in my search for
her--neither is she in any pleasure resort. Sometimes I think she must
have left London, and that she may have returned to Yorkshire. But I,
having obtained a situation at a school at Richmond, must remain here
for the present. Oh, Doris! Doris! Why did you leave me? Could you not
have trusted my love for you? Why, oh, why did you send me that cruel
message? No doubt mother had irritated you, yet I had given you nothing
but love!" The greyness of the day seemed concentrated in his
despairing face as he said this. He looked ten years older than he did
on that bright, glad evening--his last happy day--when he proposed to
Doris upon the hill at Askern Spa. His clothes were a little worn and
untidy. He had grown thin, and there were sharp lines indicative of
care and anxiety upon his face. His dark brown hair was longer, too,
than he used to wear it, and he had all the appearance of one who had
come down in the world after having had an unusually sharp tussle with
fortune.
He had been wandering about for hours that Sunday, having a day’s leave
of absence from the school, and he felt tired and disheartened, for
wherever he went he looked for Doris, and nowhere could he find her. He
was, therefore, glad when, upon entering the Temperate House, he was
able to find a vacant seat, where he could rest undisturbed. It was
most people’s luncheon time, and there were not many in the House just
then--the other seats were occupied, certainly, but they were a little
distance off. Bernard felt the comparative seclusion very pleasant; he
closed his eyes in order to rest them, although, indeed, the green
around was very refreshing to look upon, and, once again, he fell into a
reverie--a sad one now, for he was thinking of his mother, who was so
hard and bitter about Doris and her parents. Terrible had been the
scene when, in spite of Mrs. Cameron’s earnest request that he should do
so, Bernard refused to prosecute John Anderson.
"Then you will be as bad as he!" cried the incensed woman. "You will be
compounding a felony," she went on wildly. "You will be breaking the
law of the land."
"Nay, nay, mother. Come," he answered, "look at the matter reasonably.
My prosecuting Mr. Anderson will not restore the money to me."
"But it will cause him to be punished," she exclaimed. "That is what we
want--we want him to be made to suffer."
"_I_ do not want him to surfer."
"You’re so foolish, Bernard, so very foolish!" screamed Mrs. Cameron,
scarcely knowing what she said. "It’s that daughter of his you are
thinking about. I know it is. You are perfectly infatuated with her."
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